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Wednesday, April 23, 2025

Have You Ever Loved Somebody? by Olivia Salter/ Short Story / Literary Fiction / Anti-Romance


Set against the humid haze of a Southern summer, Have You Ever Loved Somebody? follows Ayanna, a woman finally finding clarity after surviving an emotionally manipulative relationship. When her ex, DeAndre, resurfaces in her life full of apologies and longing, she must choose between the comfort of familiarity and the unknown path of her own freedom. With layered flashbacks, unresolved tension, and poetic reflections on love and self-worth, this story explores how sometimes, walking away is the most radical form of love there is.


Have You Ever Loved Somebody?


By Olivia Salter



Word Count: 4012


The morning she saw him again, the sky was the color of bruises—lavender smudged with gray, swollen and full of something unsaid. Arielle stood on the porch of her mother’s worn-down house in Atlanta's Fulton County, her coffee cooling in the breeze, her mind still caught in the hangover of an old dream. Anthony.

It had been years. Five, to be exact. But time didn’t erase people like him. It only deepened the groove they left in you. The kind of mark that wasn't loud or gaping, but quiet and aching—like a scar that still itched when it rained.

Her mother’s wind chimes clinked gently behind her, brittle with rust and memory. Arielle took another sip of the bitter brew, wincing. Everything in this place tasted of memory—cheap coffee, porch swings, heartache. And he was back in town. Of course he was.

She heard about it at the hair salon two days ago—between the smell of flat irons, scalp oil, and gossip floating like incense. “Girl, Anthony Evans is back,” one of the stylists said, lips glossed, eyes lit with the spark of remembered crushes. There was a hum in the room after that, like the moment before lightning touches down.

Arielle didn’t flinch. Didn’t blink. Just folded her hands in her lap. But her stomach? It flipped like it used to when he said her name. She kept her face still, the way her mama taught her. “Don’t let nobody see you shake,” her mother always said. But inside, the floor had shifted.

Anthony Evans. The boy who kissed her neck under the bleachers and promised her forever. The man who walked away without saying goodbye. Now he was back—less than ten miles away. And she was still trying to decide if her heart was brave—or just dumb.

She leaned against the porch railing, eyes scanning the sleepy street where cicadas hummed and kids pedaled too fast down cracked sidewalks. There was something about the air—it smelled like cut grass and maybe, just maybe, the edge of a decision. What did it mean, that he returned right as spring began to bloom? That she’d started dreaming about him again before she even knew he was home?

The breeze tugged at her locs, brushing them across her cheek like a whisper. Her phone buzzed on the porch railing. A text from her cousin Shonda: You heard from Anthony yet? Girl, don’t act like you ain’t curious.

Arielle locked the screen without replying. She wasn’t about to confess what she felt—not to Shonda, not to anyone. She didn’t even have the words. All she had was a body that remembered. And a heart that hadn't stopped listening for his footsteps.

Maybe she’d run into him at Kroger. Maybe she wouldn’t. But the wanting? That had already bloomed. Hot. Stupid. Familiar.

And deep down, she knew: Anthony Evans didn’t just walk back into town. He walked back into her bloodstream.

Back then, everything felt like summer. Not just the season—but the feeling of it. The soft ache of golden hours, the way light stretched long over sidewalks, and the hum of cicadas whispering promises you didn’t yet know would break. That was the year Arielle met Anthony—junior year, the year the world tilted slightly, quietly, without anyone noticing.

He arrived in the middle of October, when the leaves burned red and orange but the air still held onto warmth like a last breath. A transfer student from some city up north, with eyes that looked like they belonged in a sad song and a mouth that rarely smiled unless he meant it. Mysterious. Not in the cliché way. Anthony didn’t try to be noticed—he just was. Like static in the air. Like the part of a dream you wake up from and try to get back to.

He walked like he had secrets. Like he was already halfway out the door. But when he looked at you, really looked, it was as if the whole world quieted down just to listen.

Arielle was quiet too, but in a different way. The kind of quiet that noticed everything. She memorized the way people tapped their pencils when nervous or how teachers’ voices cracked when they were sad. She didn’t speak unless there was something worth saying. But Anthony? He made silence feel like a shared language.

He noticed her. Not in the way boys sometimes notice girls, all shallow glances and empty words—but like he saw the storm beneath her skin. Like he was listening for the sound of her thoughts. One afternoon he passed her a note in English class, folded neatly like origami. You look like you know where the stars go when they disappear. She didn’t answer. Just smiled.

They started walking home together. Talking about things no one else seemed to care about—fears, dreams, ghost stories, music that hurt too good. She told him about her father who left, and he told her about his mother who cried behind locked doors. Their hands brushed once in the dark. He didn’t pull away.

He wrote her poems—bad ones, mostly, full of crooked metaphors and awkward rhymes. But Arielle kept them, each one, folded in her diary like pressed flowers. Proof of something that once bloomed.

The first time he kissed her, it was behind the school, by the rusted swings that hadn’t creaked in years. The sky was bruised with dusk, and the air held that moment in its teeth. His lips were soft but unsure, like he was scared she might vanish. And in that moment, something unraveled in her. Something wild. Something alive. It was terrifying. It was wonderful.

She believed him when he whispered, “I’ve never felt this way before.” Believed him when he looked into her and said, “You’re the only one.”

She shouldn’t have.

Because even then—even when the world was sweeter—there were shadows forming at the edges. The kind you don’t notice until they’ve already swallowed the light.

He broke her in increments. Not with violence. Not even with cruelty. But with a carelessness so quiet it was almost tender. Like forgetting to water a plant he swore he loved. Like silence after a song you didn’t know meant something to you. It was the way he’d look at her and then through her, his mind somewhere else—somewhere freer, somewhere she didn’t exist.

She wasn’t sure when it started. Maybe it was the first time he called her by another girl's name and laughed it off. Or when he stopped asking how her day went. When "we" became "I" and "I" became absence. There were other girls, of course. Whispers in hallways. Perfume she didn’t wear on his hoodie. Half-smiles exchanged with women who didn’t know her name—and didn't need to.

He gave just enough to keep her from leaving. A hand on the small of her back. Late-night calls when his world crumbled. The way he held her like she was oxygen, even as he learned to breathe without her.

She stayed. Too long. Longer than her pride wanted, longer than her friends advised. Because once, he had cried in her lap, body shaking, whispering, “My mama never loved me right.” And she’d believed, foolishly, that if she loved him hard enough, loud enough, right enough—she could rewrite his past.

But love doesn’t rewrite people. It doesn’t fill in the hollowed-out places they refuse to touch.

She wasn’t enough. Not for his brokenness. Not for his yearning for everything except stillness.

And when he left—moved cities like it was a casual change of scenery, like she was just another backdrop—he didn’t say goodbye. Not properly. Just a text that said, "Take care, always."

As if he hadn’t once promised forever.

It felt like someone had cut her open and walked away from the wound. And in the quiet that followed, she learned the cruelest thing wasn’t the leaving.

It was the fact that he had started letting go long before she ever realized she was holding on alone.


Years passed like pages in a book she wasn’t sure she wanted to finish. Arielle graduated college with honors, her name called in a stadium echoing with cheers that didn’t quite reach her heart. She became a teacher, poured her energy into molding young minds, into helping her students feel seen in ways she never quite had. She returned home not because she had to, but because something in her still wanted to rewrite the story from the beginning.

She dated kind men. Gentle, respectful, predictable. Men who opened car doors, texted back, remembered birthdays. Safe ones. The kind you’re supposed to want.

But none of them sparked the fire Anthony once did—and none of them burned her to ash, either.

Then, on a quiet Sunday morning when the sky was the color of cold milk, she wandered into Kroger to pick up lemons and oat milk. She was reaching for a bag of oranges when a voice, low and familiar, sliced through the hum of grocery store chatter like a song she hadn’t realized she still remembered.

“Ari.”

She froze.

He stood at the end of the produce aisle, holding a bunch of cilantro, looking at her like the years had never passed. His smile hadn't aged, but his eyes—those had changed. There was something quieter in them now. Less of the wild boy who once made her feel infinite and more of the man he’d become in her absence.

Her hand trembled. The bag of oranges slipped from her fingers, scattering across the linoleum like startled thoughts.

He knelt without hesitation, gathering the fruit. His fingers brushed hers, and a rush of memory bloomed in her chest—late-night car rides, whispered promises, the weight of his hoodie on her shoulders.

“I’ve been thinking about you,” he said, looking up at her. “For years.”

Her breath snagged somewhere between hope and warning.

She wanted to believe him. God, she wanted to believe that the boy who once broke her heart open like a window in a storm had become the man who could now close it gently, without shattering anything.

But memory has sharp teeth.

She remembered what it felt like to lie awake wondering why love had to hurt. Remembered the silence after their last argument, the way he walked away like she was just another door he didn’t want to open anymore. Remembered how she had to learn to stand up straight again without his arms around her.

“People change,” he said, as if reading her thoughts. “I’m not who I was. I hope… neither are you.”

She smiled, but it didn’t quite reach her eyes.

“No,” she said softly. “I’m not.”

Because scars don’t fade just because someone says they’re sorry.

They fade because you learn to wear them like armor.

And even now, when the world is quieter and her life more whole, some part of her still remembers the sound of breaking.

And how long it took her to stop blaming herself for it.

They talked for hours in the Kroger parking lot, the night thick around them, quiet except for the occasional thrum of an engine passing by. They leaned on her car like they were teenagers again—like time hadn’t carved out a thousand days, a thousand silences, a thousand goodbyes between them. Arielle's breath clouded in the chill air, and Anthony’s jacket smelled faintly of sawdust and cologne, of sweat and something that tugged at memory.

Anthony looked older now. A little more worn at the edges, like a page too often turned. His beard had filled in with streaks of silver, and his eyes—those eyes—held something quieter. Tired, maybe. But still deep. Still familiar. Still dangerous.

His voice curled around her like smoke, smooth and slow. "I've been back a few months," he said. "Working construction. Helping my cousin get his business off the ground. Just trying to rebuild, you know?"

"Rebuild what?" she asked, not even knowing where the question had come from.

"Myself." He looked down, then back up at her, gaze steady. "I had to. I was... a mess before. I know that now."

Then, softer: “I think about you. All the time.”

The words landed heavy in the space between them, heavier than the humidity in the Southern night air. Arielle's mouth parted, but the words she wanted—Don’t, or You lost that right—dissolved somewhere behind her teeth, too raw to reach daylight.

So instead, she asked, “Why now?”

Anthony shrugged, shoved his hands in his pockets. “Because I couldn’t get you out of me.”

And the way he looked at her—like she was the only thing not blurred in the rearview mirror—made something inside her flicker. Something she thought she’d buried.

And that’s how it started again. With old ghosts and new words. With memory and maybe.

They met for coffee the next morning, sitting across from each other at the corner table in the café where she used to grade papers after school. He ordered her drink without asking—oat milk, one sugar, extra cinnamon—and she hated how much that still touched her.

Then dinner. Then walks around the lake trail where they used to go after Sunday brunch. Slowly, like breath returning after a long hold, it began to feel like something was waking up between them.

Anthony told her he’d been going to therapy. That he was learning to sit with things. His pain. His shame. His choices. “I know I hurt you,” he said one night, voice low, eyes fixed on the gravel. “I don’t want to be that man again. I’m not.”

She studied his profile, the curve of his jaw in the streetlight, the way his hands fidgeted. She didn’t say anything at first. Because what did you say to someone who shattered you, then came back holding glue?

But when he brought her sunflowers the next week—bright and tall and defiant—he said, “Not roses. Too easy. You’re more like these. Strong. Resilient. Not fragile.”

She laughed, despite herself. And the way he looked at her in that moment—like he had waited a lifetime just to hear her laugh—knocked the air out of her chest.

He asked about her students. Her favorite novels. What music made her cry lately. He didn’t interrupt. He didn’t dominate. He listened. Or at least, he seemed to.

But underneath it all, in the place she rarely looked, there was a whisper behind her ribs: Don’t forget. It didn’t shout. It didn’t scold. It just… waited. A quiet echo of the girl who once cried herself to sleep in the silence he left behind.

Still, Arielle let herself want. Let herself hope. She cracked the door open to the possibility that maybe, just maybe, people could change. That maybe love could learn how to come back better.

Some nights, they sat in his truck, the dashboard lights dim and warm, old R&B drifting like a heartbeat. He’d press his forehead to hers, palms resting on her thighs, and whisper, “I got it wrong before. I won’t get it wrong again.”

And for a while, that promise was enough. Enough to hush the whisper. Enough to believe.

But hope, she knew, was a match. And all it takes is a gust of truth to snuff it out.

But love doesn’t live on promises alone.

At first, it was little things. The dates he canceled last minute with vague excuses—“work stuff,” “traffic’s insane,” “rain check?”—stacked like unattended mail. The calls grew fewer, shorter. Texts turned from full sentences into half-hearted emojis. She tried not to notice. Tried to rationalize. Everyone gets busy. Maybe he just needs space. But silence isn’t space. Silence is absence. And absence, she was learning, is its own kind of answer.

When she asked—carefully, gently—he’d sigh like she’d just ruined everything. Like her desire for clarity was sabotage.

“You’re overthinking. Don’t mess this up, Ari.”

There it was again. That script he knew by heart, and she, unfortunately, had once memorized. His tone was smooth, practiced. Not cruel—no, he was too polished for cruelty—but sharp enough to make her bleed inside. And the moment she began to doubt herself, he knew he had her. Just like before.

It wasn’t a breakup. It was a slow unraveling. A steady ghosting that wore human clothes. And the worst part? He still held her hand in public. Still called her “baby” in front of his friends. Still looked at her like she was the only one in the room—when he wanted to. But in the quiet moments, in the unlit corners of their relationship, there was a coldness he couldn’t quite disguise.

One night, he dropped her off and didn’t walk her to the door. No kiss. No lingering touch. Just a casual wave through the window like she was a neighbor, or worse—a stranger. She stood there for a beat too long, the porch light flickering behind her like a warning.

Her heart thudded like thunder against her ribs. It was as if her body understood something before her mind did.

It was happening again.

The forgetting. The withdrawing. The way he faded like the last few bars of a love song she used to dance to.

She didn’t cry—not then. She just stood on that porch, hands clenched, breath caught, staring at the space his car used to be.

And for the first time in weeks, she didn’t reach for her phone. Didn’t send a follow-up. Didn’t chase him down.

Because somewhere deep inside, the fog was lifting.

She found out from a cousin—an accidental text meant for someone else, followed by an awkward phone call filled with too much stammering. Anthony had been seeing someone else. A girl who worked at the local bar. Twenty-three. No baggage. No history of shared trauma. No late-night talks about trust issues and childhood wounds. Just a blank canvas he could paint over with lies he hadn't recycled yet.

Arielle sat with it for a full day, nausea curling in her stomach like spoiled milk. The pieces clicked together too easily: the sudden distance, the unanswered texts, the nights he claimed he was “figuring things out.” She had believed him—believed that people could change, especially when they swore they would.

When she confronted him, he didn’t even flinch.

“It’s not like we were official,” he said, leaning against the kitchen counter, arms crossed like a man too comfortable in his own cowardice.

Her voice trembled, but it held. “You told me you wanted to fix what you broke.”

He looked away, almost like he was bored. “I meant it. In the moment.”

There it was again. Moment. That word he used like a shield and a shovel—shielding himself from accountability, burying everything they had shared.

As if love lived in the heat of a glance or the brush of a hand, and not in the quiet, unglamorous work of showing up. Every day. Especially when it was hard.

She stood there, hands clenched, pulse thudding in her throat. Small. Furious. Done.

“You know what?” she whispered, her voice steadier now. “You don’t love anybody. You just like being wanted.”

He laughed—bitter and careless, a sound with no weight behind it. “You’re still so dramatic, Ari.”

But she didn’t flinch either. Didn’t cry. Not then.

She just turned, grabbed her keys, and walked out of his apartment with the same dignity she walked in with. It wasn’t revenge. It wasn’t a statement. It was survival.

And this time—this time—she didn’t look

Weeks passed. Then months.

There was no dramatic epiphany, no thunderclap of closure—just the slow, deliberate unfolding of space. Space between thoughts of him. Space between the ache and the acceptance. Space she could finally fill with herself.

She deleted his number. Not in anger, but as an act of clarity. She blocked his socials—because healing required silence, not surveillance. She even burned the old poems tucked inside her nightstand drawer. Not because she hated him, but because she was done preserving pain like it was something sacred.

It wasn’t about revenge. It never had been.

Healing looked nothing like the movies. It looked like peace—quiet and unassuming. Like making breakfast on a soft Sunday morning, flipping pancakes while sunlight spilled across the kitchen tiles. Like reading a book and getting lost in it, not flipping the page just to distract herself. Like laughing too loud with her friends over wine, not apologizing for taking up space. Like walking past the spot where he used to pick her up and realizing—her chest didn’t tighten. Her breath didn’t catch. Her heart didn’t reach for what no longer reached back.

It wasn’t perfect. Some days still stung. Some songs still hurt. But she stopped checking his last seen. Stopped wondering if he ever regretted letting her go. She realized that wasn’t the point.

She didn’t stop loving him all at once. Love doesn’t disappear like that. It dissolves slowly, like sugar in coffee—bittersweet until it’s gone.

But in that slow unraveling, she found something sacred.

You can love someone deeply and still decide they are not worthy of you.

She had always believed love was about holding on. Now she knew—it was just as powerful to let go.

Months later, spring unfolded in soft pinks and golds, and Ari found herself back in that same Kroger parking lot, now with a different rhythm in her chest. She wasn’t rushing. She wasn’t bracing. The air was kind, the sky wide and forgiving.

She spotted him before he noticed her—alone, slumped on the curb outside the automatic doors, head bowed, fingers raking through his hair like he was trying to untangle a life that had unraveled. His jeans were faded now, frayed at the knees. There was a crumpled receipt in one hand, a nearly-empty bottle of Mountain Dew in the other.

He looked up, blinking as if pulled from some internal static, and his eyes met hers. Recognition hit his face like a slap.

“Ari,” he called. His voice cracked in that familiar way, the way it used to when he tried to lie gently.

She stopped. Just for a second. Long enough to let the past settle without weight.

“I’m good,” she said, her tone soft but unshakable. “I hope you find what you’re looking for.”

And she meant it. There was no malice, no residual ache—only a quiet truth she’d earned.

He opened his mouth, maybe to apologize, maybe to reach backward. But Ari had already turned.

She walked away, the sidewalk firm beneath her sandals, the breeze lifting the hem of her dress like a whisper of freedom. The sun poured over her shoulders, warm and golden.

Her heart was whole. Not because someone else had come to heal it, but because she finally had.

And behind her, the past stayed seated on the curb, no longer invited to follow.


Have You Ever Loved Somebody?

Yes.

And sometimes, loving them means leaving them. Not because the love wasn’t real. Not because the moments weren’t magic. But because staying meant shrinking. Because loving them started to mean forgetting yourself—your laughter, your light, your wholeness.

There comes a time when your heart whispers truths you’ve tried to silence: that peace is not found in walking on eggshells, that love should not taste like sacrifice every single day.

Sometimes, the greatest act of love is choosing yourself. Not out of bitterness, but out of grace. Not because you stopped loving them, but because you finally started loving you. To love somebody deeply is one thing. To realize that love should never come at the cost of your soul is everything.

So yes. I have loved somebody, and I walked away. And in that leaving, I came back to life.

Tuesday, March 25, 2025

Through My Fingers by Olivia Salter / Short Fiction / Anti-Romance

 

A man falls for a woman who is never truly his. Naomi drifts in and out of Michael’s life, intoxicating yet unreachable. He tells himself he understands her silences, her absences, but understanding doesn’t make the pain any less real. As she slowly fades away, he must come to terms with the truth—some people are meant to be felt, not kept.


Through My Fingers



By Olivia Salter



Word Count: 1,755

The first time Michael saw Naomi, she was slipping between crowds like smoke, her dark curls catching the light of the setting sun. He had been leaving a coffee shop, distracted by a voicemail he didn’t want to hear—his mother’s voice, clipped and urgent, reminding him of a dinner he had no intention of attending—when she passed him. Just a whisper of sandalwood and something sweeter, lingering in the air like the afterthought of a dream.

By the time he turned, she was already across the street, her laughter spilling into the dusk. It wasn’t the loud kind that demanded attention, but something softer, a private amusement shared with the person beside her. Michael couldn’t hear what was said, but the way she tipped her head back slightly, the way the neon signs reflected in her eyes, made him wish he had. The moment stretched—too brief, too fragile—and then she was gone, swallowed by the shifting tide of pedestrians.

For weeks, she existed in glimpses. A silhouette framed against the glow of a bookstore window, fingers drifting over the spines of novels she never bought. Once, he watched her pull a book from the shelf, flipping through the pages with an absentminded curiosity, only to slide it back into place and leave without looking back. Another time, he caught sight of her slipping into a jazz lounge, her figure vanishing behind a closing door just as a slow trumpet began to play. He lingered outside longer than he meant to, listening to the music she was lost in.

She was an echo, a flicker in the corner of his eye, always half a step ahead. A name he almost asked about but never did.

Then, suddenly, she was real.


They met at a party neither of them wanted to be at—he, dragged by a coworker who insisted he “needed to get out more”; she, indulging a cousin who had already abandoned her in favor of someone new. The air inside was thick with bass-heavy music, perfume, and the mingling scents of expensive cologne and spilled cocktails.

Michael had been nursing a drink he didn’t want, scanning the room for an excuse to leave, when he spotted her. Naomi, leaning against the balcony railing, the city stretching behind her in glittering indifference. The amber liquid in her glass caught the glow of a nearby lantern, casting warm reflections against her skin. She didn’t look bored, exactly—more like she existed just outside of everything happening around her, untouched.

For a long moment, he only watched. Not out of hesitation, but because she looked like she belonged there, in that space between presence and absence, as if the world shifted just slightly to accommodate her. And then, without turning, she spoke.

“You’re always looking.”

Her voice was low, threaded with quiet amusement, as if she had been waiting for him to say something first and, when he hadn’t, decided to break the silence herself.

His throat tightened. “At what?”

She tilted her head slightly, finally meeting his gaze, and smirked. “At me.”

A slow heat crept up his neck, but he held her gaze. He wanted to say something clever, something that would make her stay in this moment a little longer, but all he could think about was every time he had seen her before—half-formed memories of a woman who had always been just out of reach.

Michael hadn’t realized he’d been chasing her until he finally caught her.


Naomi was not a woman who could be held.

Some nights, she pressed against him, her body fitting against his as if she had always belonged there. Her fingers traced the curve of his collarbone, delicate and unhurried, like she was memorizing the shape of him. She whispered about constellations, their Greek names rolling off her tongue like poetry, her breath warm against his skin. Orion, cursed by the gods. Cassiopeia, punished for her vanity. She spoke of myths like they were memories, as if she had lived them herself, and Michael listened, entranced, as though holding onto every word might keep her from fading.

Other nights, she disappeared. Days would pass without a word. His messages sat unread, his calls rang unanswered. Then, just as suddenly, she’d return—slipping through his door with the scent of rain in her hair, pressing a fleeting kiss to his cheek as if she had never been gone. If he asked where she had been, she would only smile, shifting the conversation elsewhere. You wouldn’t believe the dream I had last night. Do you ever think about leaving the city? She existed in the spaces between presence and absence, and Michael, despite everything, let her.

He told himself it was enough. That he understood her silences as well as her laughter. That he could accept the way she vanished, the way she never truly belonged to any moment for long.

But understanding something doesn’t mean you can live with it.

One night, she stirred beside him, her breath soft against his shoulder. He had been half-asleep, lulled by the steady rhythm of her breathing, when her voice, quiet but certain, cut through the darkness.

“Michael,” she whispered. “Do you believe in ghosts?”

His eyes opened. He turned his head, but she was already staring at the ceiling, her expression unreadable in the dim light.

“What do you mean?”

She exhaled, the sound barely more than a sigh. “I think some people are ghosts before they die. Drifting, unable to stay anywhere for too long. Always belonging to something else.”

Michael reached for her hand, fingers brushing against hers. She let him, but her grip was loose, barely there, like the ghost she claimed to be.

“Is that what you are?” he asked.

Naomi didn’t answer. But she didn’t have to.


It unraveled slowly, like the fraying edges of a memory he wasn’t ready to let go of.

The first time she left without answering his calls, he told himself she just needed space. He remembered thinking that everyone had their own battles, their own moments of retreat. It wasn’t the first time she had withdrawn, and he could almost convince himself that it was normal. They’d been together long enough for him to know that Naomi had a way of disappearing into herself when the world became too loud. He could give her that, he told himself. Time.

The second time, the silence stretched longer. His messages went unread, his calls unanswered, but he convinced himself it was just a phase. Maybe she had gotten busy, maybe she was dealing with something she didn’t want to burden him with. He tried to fill the empty space with rational thoughts, telling himself it was temporary. But doubt began to gnaw at him, that small flicker of unease that had once been a whisper now turning into a murmur of worry.

By the third time, he stopped calling. The quiet in the apartment where they used to share small moments felt heavier now. Each unanswered call made it harder to convince himself that this was just another bump in the road. He felt like he was losing her in pieces, and the weight of it pressed down on him, settling in his chest like a stone. He let the silence stretch further, hoping she would break it, but she never did. And in the stillness, he realized he had already given up trying to reach her.

One night, standing outside her apartment, he knocked twice. Then a third time. His knuckles rapped against the door, but it was as if he was knocking on the very thing that separated them—time, space, the shifting currents of something he couldn’t grasp. The hallway smelled of rain and dust, the air thick with the hush of something already lost. His breath came in shallow, measured intervals as he waited for the sound of footsteps, the turning of the lock.

But there was nothing.

He knew she was inside. He knew she wouldn’t open the door. He could almost hear her breathing on the other side, could feel the weight of her presence, the distance between them. He waited, hoping for some kind of sign, some gesture that would tell him she hadn’t completely disappeared. But the moments stretched, and still, there was no answer.

Eventually, he turned away, the sound of his own footsteps echoing in the hallway. It was a hollow kind of walk, one that felt as if he had already said goodbye. But he hadn’t—he hadn’t had the chance.

The last time he saw her, it wasn’t a goodbye. It wasn’t anything. Naomi had stood in his doorway, half-turned toward the night, her expression unreadable, a shadow clinging to her face that he couldn’t place. He wanted to ask her where she was going, what had happened, what had changed, but the words caught in his throat. He had never been good at asking the right questions when it mattered most.

She hesitated, her hand on the doorframe, fingers almost gripping it, as if she was weighing something heavier than the night between them. Then, without a word, she left.

Days later, when he finally went looking for her, she was gone. Her number disconnected, her apartment emptied, the space she once filled now vacant and silent. The emptiness gnawed at him, each step he took through the city streets feeling more like a search for a ghost than a person.

The only thing left was a note slipped beneath his door. It was simple, almost too simple for the weight it carried.

"You were the only thing that ever made me want to stay."

Michael read it twice. Then once more. The words blurred together as his eyes stung. There was nothing more to it—no explanation, no apology, no closure.

The ink at the end was smudged, as if she had almost changed her mind, as if, for a fleeting moment, she wanted to be held. She had been right there, just on the edge of turning back, of letting herself be caught. But she never did.

As if, for one brief moment, she remembered what it felt like to be wanted, to be loved. But that wasn’t enough to hold her. Naomi was the wind—felt, but never kept. Her presence was like the air itself—always around him, but impossible to hold, to contain. And love, however deep, however honest, had never been enough to keep her from drifting away.

Wednesday, March 12, 2025

Chasing Yesterday’s Mistake by Olivia Salter / Short Story / Anti-Romance / Supernatural

 

Jasmine Cole, a rising marketing executive in Atlanta, begins receiving eerie warnings from what seems to be her future self—glitched emails, distorted video calls, and desperate voicemails urging her not to marry her fiancé, Grant Mercer. As the warnings escalate, Jasmine must confront a terrifying truth: she’s trapped in a cycle of love, control, and regret. Can she break free before history repeats itself, or will she be doomed to live out the haunting echoes of her own mistakes?


Chasing Yesterday’s Mistake


By Olivia Salter




Word Count: 3,129

The first time Jasmine saw her, she was walking home from work—past the towering high-rises of Midtown Atlanta, their sleek glass exteriors catching the last light of day. The sky bled into shades of burnt orange and dusky violet, a striking contrast against the neon signs flickering to life. The warm scent of roasted coffee from a nearby cafe mixed with the metallic tang of the city, grounding her in routine.

Then came the scream.

Not the sharp wail of an ambulance or the distant howl of a siren, but something raw, jagged—a sound that clawed up from the belly of fear itself.

Jasmine stopped mid-step, heart slamming against her ribs. Across the street, just beyond the blur of moving headlights, she saw her.

Herself.

The woman was a mirror image, but distorted. Jasmine’s own high cheekbones, honey-brown skin, and precise locs—except this version of her was wild, frantic. Her hair hung in uneven long locs, she looked like she had been running for miles. A torn blouse sagged off one shoulder, her skin glistening with sweat.

She was sprinting straight for her.

Jasmine’s breath hitched as their eyes locked. The woman’s lips moved, desperate, shaping words Jasmine couldn’t hear over the city’s noise. Her arms stretched out, fingers trembling, pleading.

Then—

A car horn blared.

Jasmine stumbled back, her heel catching on the curb. The world jolted into motion again—tires screeched, a cyclist shouted, a couple laughed as they passed by, oblivious. Jasmine whipped her head around.

The woman was gone.

Nothing but the rush of traffic and the distant hum of Atlanta’s nightlife surrounded her.

She swallowed hard, pressing a hand to her chest.

Stress, she told herself. Wedding stress.

But as she turned toward home, the phantom of that scream curled around her like a whisper, refusing to let go.


Jasmine sat curled on the sleek leather couch, her fingers distractedly tracing the seam of a throw pillow as she recounted what she had seen. The city skyline glittered beyond the floor-to-ceiling windows, but she kept glancing at her reflection in the glass, half-expecting to see that woman staring back at her.

Grant barely looked up from his whiskey, swirling the amber liquid in his crystal tumbler before taking a slow sip. “You probably saw a homeless woman,” he said, his voice even, dismissive. “Midtown’s full of them.”

Jasmine’s stomach twisted. “She looked like me.”

Grant exhaled sharply, the sound edged with impatience. He set his glass down with a soft clink, then leaned back, stretching one arm across the back of the couch. “Baby, you’re overworked. Between your job and planning this wedding, your mind’s bound to be frazzled.” He slid closer, the warmth of his body pressing against her side. His fingers skimmed her hip, soothing, comforting. “Besides, aren’t you the one who always says the subconscious plays tricks?”

Jasmine wanted to argue, wanted to insist that what she saw wasn’t just some stress-induced hallucination. But Grant’s certainty—his unwavering, effortless confidence—settled over her like a weighted blanket, muffling her doubts.

She forced a nod, her voice quieter than she intended. “Yeah. Maybe you’re right.”

But later that night, as she drifted into uneasy sleep, the dream came.

The woman was back.

And this time, she was screaming her name.


The next warning came through her email.

Jasmine was buried in work, her fingers flying across the keyboard as she juggled deadlines, emails, and staff messages. Her inbox was a battlefield—branding proposals stacked on top of campaign updates, meeting requests squeezed between last-minute client edits.

Then one subject line stopped her cold.

DON’T DO IT, JASMINE.

Her breath hitched. A slow, creeping dread slithered up her spine.

With a shaky hand, she clicked.

The email body was empty. No sender. No signature. Just a void staring back at her.

Jasmine’s pulse pounded in her ears. The office around her buzzed—phones ringing, heels clicking against polished floors, the hum of the espresso machine in the break room—but she felt distant, confused, as if the world had taken a step back.

She reached for her phone, fingers fumbling to take a screenshot. But the second her fingertips grazed the screen—

The email vanished.

Gone. No trace. No record. She refreshed. Checked her spam folder. Opened and closed her inbox twice.

Nothing.

Jasmine swallowed hard. A glitch, she told herself. Just a system error. But when she reached for her coffee, her hands were trembling too much to lift the cup.


The video call came that night.

Jasmine and Grant had just finished dinner—one of their usual nights in, where he picked the wine, the music, the conversation. He had chosen a bold red from Napa, something expensive but impersonal, and queued up a jazz playlist that hummed low in the background. She had barely touched her glass.

Now, standing at the sink, she rinsed their plates under the warm stream of water, watching the soap swirl down the drain. Her phone, propped against the marble counter, lit up and started ringing.

Unknown Caller.

A cold prickle crawled up Jasmine’s spine. She hesitated, her fingers damp as she swiped to answer.

The screen flickered—static crackling at the edges—then resolved into an image that made her stomach plummet.

Herself.

Not a reflection. Not a mirror.

Her.

But this version of her looked hollowed out, like something had scraped her soul raw. Her skin was pale, her eyes rimmed red, and tear tracks streaked her cheeks. Shadows pooled beneath her collarbones, like she had been drained of light.

The woman on the screen parted her lips, and a hoarse whisper slipped through.

"Please listen to me."

Jasmine’s breath caught in her throat. She took an involuntary step back, her hip bumping the counter. “Who—who are you?”

The woman flinched like the words physically struck her. But her voice, when it came, was steady. "You know who I am. And you know what’s happening. Don’t marry him. Please."

A slow, creeping numbness spread through Jasmine’s limbs. The faucet was still running, the distant murmur of Grant’s voice carried from the living room, but all she could hear was the blood pounding in her ears.

“This is a joke,” she said, though her voice barely rose above a whisper. “Who is this?”

Future-Jasmine leaned forward, the screen distorting slightly as if reality itself struggled to hold her image. Her expression was raw, stripped bare, her pain so tangible Jasmine could feel it like a weight pressing on her chest.

"You think you’ll be okay. That you can fix him." Future-Jasmine’s voice trembled, her breath ragged. "You can’t. He will take everything from you. He will break you down, piece by piece. And when you finally understand, it will be too late."

Jasmine’s throat was so dry it ached. “Why should I believe you?”

A broken laugh escaped the woman on the screen, a sound so brittle it sent a shiver through Jasmine’s bones.

"Because I didn’t believe myself either."

The screen glitched, warped—her own image stretching and twisting as if something was pulling it away—then the call dropped.

Jasmine stood motionless, her pulse hammering. The water still ran, sending steaming swirls of soap down the drain. From the living room, Grant called her name, his voice smooth, expectant. The sound blurred against the rush of blood in her ears.

She should tell him. Should tell someone.

But deep in the pit of her stomach, a sickening certainty settled.

She already knew exactly how that conversation would go.


The next morning, Jasmine tried to convince herself it was stress. She really did.

She blamed the late nights, the wedding planning, the pressure of making everything perfect. She told herself she was overworked, overstimulated—that her brain was just playing tricks on her.

But at 3:00 AM, her phone vibrated on the nightstand.

The sound yanked her out of a restless sleep, her body rigid beneath the silk sheets. Grant stirred beside her but didn’t wake. Heart pounding, Jasmine reached for her phone.

One new voicemail.

A tight knot coiled in her stomach as she hesitated, thumb hovering over the screen. The room was dark except for the faint glow from the city outside, the high-rise windows reflecting back nothing but black.

She pressed play.

At first, nothing. Just breathing. Harsh. Panicked. Uneven, like someone had been running for their life.

Then—her own voice.

Shaking. Desperate.

"You have to listen. You have to leave. You have to leave before—”

Static. A choked sob. Then silence.

Jasmine’s breath strangled in her throat. Her fingers went numb, and the phone slipped from her grasp, landing on the comforter with a muted thud.

She didn’t move. Couldn’t move. The stillness of the room pressed in around her, the silence thick and suffocating.

She wanted to wake Grant, to tell him, to do something—but she already knew what he would say.

It’s stress, baby. You’re overthinking. Go back to sleep.

But her body knew the truth. The tremor in her hands. The cold sweat at the back of her neck.

This wasn’t stress.

It was a warning.


The wedding was in two days.

Jasmine stood in the bedroom, wrapped in a silence so thick it pressed against her ribs. The city outside moved as usual—car horns, distant laughter, the hum of Atlanta just beyond the floor-to-ceiling windows—but in here, time felt frozen.

The wedding dress hung from the closet door, a ghostly silhouette in the dim light. Layers of ivory silk cascaded down like a waterfall, delicate, pristine. It was beautiful. It was suffocating.

Her breath came shallow as she stared at it, fingers curling into her palms.

She hadn’t told Grant about the email. Or the video call. Or the voicemail.

She hadn’t told him because he wouldn’t believe her. Because she barely believed herself.

But as she stood there, the weight of it all pressing down on her, she realized—this wasn’t about the visions anymore.

It was about what she already knew.

The way he dismissed her fears with that easy, condescending smile.
The way his love felt like a performance, something she had to earn rather than something freely given.
The way she had already begun shrinking for him.

This was her last chance to stop it. To stop herself.

Her pulse thundered in her ears.

She had to leave.


She made it halfway to the door before she heard it.

His voice.

“Where are you going?”

The words cut through the air, low and measured, sending a jolt down her spine.

Jasmine spun around.

Grant stood in the doorway, blocking her exit. His arms were crossed, his posture casual—but his eyes weren’t. They were locked onto her, unreadable, calculating.

She swallowed. Her heart thundered against her ribs.

“I—” Her throat felt tight. “I need to think. I need space.”

Grant exhaled slowly, stepping closer. “You’re just nervous,” he murmured, tilting his head slightly. “It’s normal.”

No.

It wasn’t just nerves. It wasn’t cold feet. It wasn’t the wedding.

It was him.

“No,” she whispered. “It’s more than that.”

A flicker of something—something dark—passed behind his eyes. His jaw clenched, so briefly she almost missed it.

“So, that’s it?” His voice was even, controlled, but his fingers twitched at his side. “You’re throwing everything away?”

Jasmine’s pulse pounded in her ears.

“I’m not throwing anything away. I just—”

His hand shot out.

Fingers wrapping around her wrist. Hard.

A sharp breath caught in her throat.

His grip wasn’t tight enough to bruise. Not yet. But it was firm. Unyielding.

A silent warning.

Jasmine’s skin went cold.

Because suddenly, she knew.

This was the beginning.

The moment Future-Jasmine had tried to warn her about.

The moment where it all started—the slow unraveling, the suffocating, the feeling of being trapped in something that wasn’t love but looked too much like it to question.

She should have ripped her arm away.

She should have run.

But just like before, just like always

She didn’t.


Jasmine stood at the altar, her hands locked in Grant’s grip, her fingers numb, ice-cold.

The church was warm, filled with soft candlelight, the scent of roses thick in the air. A string quartet played something elegant, something meant to sound like forever.

But inside, she was frozen.

Somewhere, in the depths of her mind, she could still hear herself screaming—raw, desperate, clawing at the edges of her consciousness.

But the echoes had faded.

The veil settled over her shoulders. The vows left her lips. The ring slid onto her finger.

And the cycle began again.


Jasmine sat at the long dining table in their sleek Buckhead condo, staring at the untouched filet mignon Grant had ordered. The scent of rosemary and butter filled the air, but she couldn’t bring herself to lift her fork.

The candlelight flickered between them, its glow casting jagged shadows across his chiseled face. The room was quiet, save for the occasional clink of silverware against porcelain.

Grant swirled his wine, watching her over the rim of his glass. “You’ve been quiet all night.” His voice was smooth, measured—too measured. He set the glass down with a deliberate clink, the sound slicing through the silence.

Jasmine forced a smile, her fingers twisting the hem of her dress beneath the table. “Just tired.”

His eyes narrowed. “Again?”

There it was. The shift. Subtle, but unmistakable.

It was always like this now. The wrong answer, the wrong tone, and his patience would thin, unraveling into something sharper. He would remind her, softly at first, how much he had done for her—the apartment, the wedding, the life she was so lucky to have.

And if she didn’t answer right, the warmth in his voice would cool.

She knew where this was going. She had seen it before. Lived it before.

The cycle had started, just as her other self had warned.

This wasn’t love anymore. It was control.

Her stomach twisted, bile rising in her throat.

And yet, she stayed.

Just like before.


The warnings never stopped.

Emails from addresses that didn’t exist. Muffled voicemails of her own voice crying—begging. Messages vanishing the moment she tried to show them to someone.

At first, she deleted them. Ignored them. Convinced herself they were stress-induced hallucinations, figments of an overworked mind. But no matter how many times she tried to erase them, they always came back—like echoes from a future she didn’t want to believe in.

One night, the glow of her phone screen pulled her from sleep.

Another email.

IT NEVER GETS BETTER. LEAVE.

Jasmine’s breath hitched, her fingers tightening around the sheets.

Beside her, Grant lay still, his breath deep and steady. The dim light from her phone screen cast long shadows across his face—the face of the man she had promised forever to.

His arm was draped over her waist, heavy and possessive.

The weight of ownership.

Her pulse thundered in her ears. She closed the email. Turned off her phone.

Rolled back into the cage of his embrace.

And tried to sleep.


The first slap came a year later.

It wasn’t loud. It wasn’t dramatic. No raised voices, no shattered glass—just a swift, casual motion, his palm cutting across her cheek like an afterthought. A flick of the wrist, a correction, as effortless as straightening his tie.

Jasmine barely registered it at first. The sting came second, the shock third. She blinked, frozen in place, fingers drifting to her cheek where the heat of his touch still lingered.

Grant exhaled, already turning away, as if the moment didn’t matter. As if she didn’t matter.

“Don’t overreact,” he muttered, his tone bored.

Jasmine stood there, rooted, the weight of the moment pressing down on her. Something inside her cracked.

In the silence that followed, she could still hear herself screaming in the distance— a voice lost in time, warning, pleading.

She closed her eyes.

And let the silence swallow her whole.


The rain poured in sheets, soaking Jasmine’s nightgown, clinging to her skin like a second layer of cold regret. She didn’t know how long she had been standing there—barefoot in the mud, the city skyline blinking behind her, the storm washing over her like some kind of baptism that refused to take.

She looked down.

Her reflection rippled in the puddle at her feet—distorted, unfamiliar. Her eyes were hollow, her lips pressed thin. She didn’t recognize herself.

Then—a whisper.

“You know what you have to do.”

Her breath hitched. Slowly, she turned.

Her.

Future-Jasmine stood a few feet away, rainwater streaming down her face, her arms wrapped around herself as if holding together something fragile. Her expression was raw—pleading.

“I know you’re scared,” she said, voice barely audible over the storm. “But listen to me this time. RUN.”

Jasmine’s chest tightened, her pulse hammering against her ribs.

“I—I can’t,” she whispered, the words barely making it past her lips.

Future-Jasmine shook her head, stepping forward, her soaked dress dragging against the pavement. “You’ve said that before. And you’ll keep saying it. Over and over, until there’s nothing left of you. Until you wake up one day and realize you’re just—gone.

Jasmine shuddered. The words felt heavy, sinking into her bones, pressing against the deepest parts of her she had tried to ignore.

“I don’t know how,” she admitted, voice breaking.

Future-Jasmine studied her, something soft and knowing in her gaze.

“Yes, you do.”

Jasmine swallowed hard. The rain dripped from her chin.

And then—she vanished.

Leaving Jasmine alone in the storm, staring at the space where she had stood.


That night, Jasmine moved like a ghost through the dimly lit condo, her breath shallow, her pulse a steady drum in her ears.

She didn’t pause. Didn’t let doubt creep in.

She stuffed clothes into a duffel—just enough. Just what she could carry. No hesitation. No second-guessing.

Grant stirred once in his sleep, murmuring something unintelligible. She froze in the doorway, heart hammering, but he didn’t wake.

The key turned smoothly in the ignition.

As she drove, the city lights blurred past, but for the first time, she wasn’t looking back.


Years later, in a sunlit apartment in Savannah, Jasmine stirred beneath soft linen sheets, a faint breeze whispering through the open window.

A feeling brushed against her skin—a presence.

Her breath hitched, muscles tensing, the old instinct returning. She turned, half-expecting to see her—the version of herself that had once chased, pleaded, warned.

But the room was empty. Only morning light pooled on the floor, golden and warm.

For the first time, the past was truly behind her.

Jasmine inhaled deeply.

And finally, slept without ghosts.

Friday, February 14, 2025

The Marriage That Wasn't by Olivia Salter / Short Fiction / Anti-Romance / Literary Fiction

 

Tamara once believed marriage was about shared burdens, but after years of emotional neglect, she finds herself drowning in responsibilities while Greg remains detached. The silence between them grows deafening, turning their home into a space of quiet despair. When she finally voices her pain, his indifference confirms what she has long feared—she is invisible in her own marriage. Faced with a truth too painful to ignore, Tamara makes a choice that will redefine her life.


The Marriage That Wasn't


By Olivia Salter



Word Count: 1,208


It was 2:07 AM when Tamara lay on her back, staring at the ceiling, her breath coming slow and measured. The bedroom clock ticked—a sharp, rhythmic sound that drilled into the silence. Beside her, Greg’s back was turned, his breathing steady. Asleep. Or pretending.

She used to reach for him in the night, nestling into the warmth of his body. Now, the space between them stretched wide, a silent, invisible trench neither dared to cross.

A floorboard creaked somewhere in the house. Outside, the wind rattled the window, but Greg didn't stir. Tamara swallowed. Had it been this way for months? A year? She tried to remember the last time they had spoken about something real—something beyond schedules, bills, the weather. She turned her head slightly, watching the steady rise and fall of his shoulders.

"Greg?" Her voice barely broke the stillness.

No answer.

She exhaled, pressing her lips together, then turned onto her side, mirroring his position. They were two bodies lying inches apart, yet the distance between them was immeasurable.

Once, they had talked about everything—how he liked his coffee black but sometimes added cream when he wanted to feel indulgent, how she hated the way the city sounded at night but loved the smell of rain on pavement. Now, silence was their only routine.

A lump formed in her throat. She closed her eyes and listened to the tick of the clock.

2:08 AM.

The night stretched ahead, long and empty.


By morning, Greg was already in the kitchen, standing by the counter, pouring his coffee into the travel mug Tamara had given him two Christmases ago. The navy-blue ceramic had dulled with time, scratches along the handle, a faint chip near the rim. It used to be his favorite—he once said it felt "just right" in his hand. Now, he never acknowledged it. Just like her.

The coffee machine hissed as it dispensed the last drops, filling the silence. Tamara lingered in the doorway, watching him move with mechanical efficiency. No pause, no glance in her direction. He didn’t say good morning. Didn’t ask if she wanted any.

She rubbed her arms. "Don’t forget—the light bill's due tomorrow."

Greg zipped up his coat, eyes on his phone. "I won’t."

That was it. Their daily exchange. Factual. Transactional. Cold.

Tamara clenched her jaw, swallowing back the words that burned at her throat. Ask me how I slept. Tell me you love me. Say anything real. But she already knew how this would go. Every time she reached for more, Greg would stiffen, his face turning to stone, eyes flickering with impatience—like she was an obligation instead of a wife.

She had tried once. Sat across from him at the dinner table, hands curled around her untouched plate, voice shaking as she said, I miss you. Told him how the silence felt heavier than any fight, how she wanted to be more than two people coexisting under the same roof.

He nodded, distracted. Took a bite of his food. "I’ll try harder."

That was six months ago. Nothing changed. Nothing ever changed.


Tamara handled the groceries, the bills, the doctor’s appointments, the house repairs. Greg handled his job, his phone, and occasionally, when the overflowing trash became unbearable, he’d take out a bag—always with a heavy sigh, as if it were some grand sacrifice.

When her mother got sick, Tamara spent sleepless nights coordinating with doctors, filling out paperwork, and making sure her mother had everything she needed. Greg never asked how she was holding up. He never even offered to drive her to the hospital. But when his car broke down, his call came in the middle of her work meeting, urgent and impatient.

“I need you to pick me up.” No hello. No Are you busy?

She whispered an apology to her boss and grabbed her keys.

By the time she got there, he was pacing outside the auto shop, phone in hand, barely acknowledging her as he slid into the passenger seat.

“Gonna be expensive,” he grumbled. “They say the alternator’s shot.”

She waited for him to say something else. How was your day? Are you okay? Anything. But the silence stretched, thick and heavy.

Tamara used to believe love was about shared burdens—two people walking side by side, lifting together, making life easier for one another. But this? This wasn’t sharing.

This was her carrying everything while he walked ahead, hands free.


Tamara leaned against the doorway, arms crossed, watching Greg scroll through his phone. His face was bathed in the cold glow of the screen, eyes skimming whatever was more interesting than her.

“Greg,” she said, keeping her voice steady. “Do you even like me anymore?”

His thumb paused mid-scroll. He looked up, blinking as if she had spoken in a language he no longer understood.

“Why would you ask that?”

She let out a breath, pressing her nails into her palm. “Because I feel invisible. Like I could disappear, and you wouldn’t notice.”

He sighed—deep and exasperated—rubbing his temples like she had handed him a chore. “Tam, I’m tired. Work is exhausting. Can we not do this tonight?”

She had heard that before. She would hear it again.

The silence settled, thick and unmoving.

That night, as Greg lay beside her, his back to her as always, Tamara stared at the ceiling, listening to the hum of the refrigerator down the hall. The bed beneath her felt like stone. The space between them, an ever-expanding abyss.

Once, marriage had felt like an unspoken promise—of warmth, of partnership, of carrying the weight of life together. Now, it was a contract, binding her to a role that had lost all meaning. 

She turned on her side, staring at his unmoving silhouette. The man who had once memorized the way she took her tea now barely registered her presence.

As the clock struck 2:07 AM again, the truth settled in her bones.

She wasn’t in a marriage. She was in servitude.

And as she whispered, “I can’t do this anymore,” the only response was the sound of Greg’s steady, oblivious breathing.

Maybe that was answer enough.


The morning after Tamara whispered her truth into the dark, something in her shifted. Not all at once, but like the first crack in a dam.

Greg went through his usual motions—shower, coffee, keys jingling in his palm—without noticing the packed suitcase by the door. Without seeing her sitting at the kitchen table, hands wrapped around a coffee mug she didn’t bother to sip from.

"I paid the light bill," he muttered, glancing at his phone.

She exhaled, more tired than angry now. "That’s not enough, Greg. It never was."

He looked up then, his brow creasing. "What’s that supposed to mean?"

Tamara pushed the mug away, stood, and grabbed the handle of her suitcase. "It means I’m done carrying this marriage alone."

For the first time in years, his mask of indifference faltered. But it was too late. Tamara had already walked to the door, already felt the relief blooming in her chest.

She stepped outside into the crisp morning air. And for the first time in a long time, she felt weightless.

Monday, February 10, 2025

The Fine Print by Olivia Salter / Short Fiction / Anti-Romance

 

Naya, a successful Black woman, believed she had found true love with Jordan, a charming and ambitious man. But when financial manipulation and control replace romance, she realizes that marriage was just another strategic move for him. As she takes him to court for a clean break, she must confront the emotional and legal battle of escaping a narcissist who never saw her as a partner—only as a means to an end.


The Fine Print


By Olivia Salter



Word Count: 1,187


Naya’s fingers curled tightly around the divorce papers, the crisp edges pressing into her skin. The weight of them felt heavier than it should have, as if they carried the full burden of the past two years. She could feel the sting of the paper against her palm, sharp and unyielding—much like the reality she had spent too long ignoring.

The courtroom was cold—too cold—but maybe that was fitting. A place like this wasn’t built for comfort. It was built for endings. Contracts dissolved. Assets divided. Promises reduced to legal jargon and signatures on a page.

She inhaled slowly, resisting the urge to rub her arms for warmth. The fluorescent lighting buzzed faintly above her, casting a harsh glow over the polished mahogany table that separated her from the man who had once vowed to love her.

Across from her, Jordan sat with the same unshaken confidence that had once drawn her in. His suit was crisp, tailored to perfection, the dark fabric smooth as if not even the weight of a failed marriage could wrinkle it. His posture was relaxed, one arm draped over the chair, his fingers tapping idly against the table as if he were merely waiting for a business proposal to be finalized.

Maybe, for him, that’s all this had ever been.

Naya’s stomach twisted, but she kept her face impassive. She wouldn’t give him the satisfaction of seeing her falter.

Her lawyer cleared his throat, his voice steady and deliberate. “Ms. Jenkins is requesting full control of her assets and a clean break—no financial ties.”

For the first time, Jordan hesitated. It was subtle—the briefest tightening of his jaw, the faintest flicker of something in his eyes. Surprise? Annoyance? Maybe even the first stirrings of regret.

Good.

Naya had spent too much time doubting herself, too many nights wondering if she had misread the signs, if she had overreacted, if maybe—just maybe—he had loved her after all.

But today?

Today, she wasn’t the one being played.


Two years ago, she had believed in forever.

Jordan had swept her off her feet with an ease that felt effortless, as if loving her required no thought, no hesitation—only instinct. He had known exactly what to say, exactly how to look at her, exactly when to touch her in a way that made her feel special, chosen. Like fate had led her to him.

Weekend trips to Miami, candlelit dinners at rooftop restaurants, whispered promises beneath city lights—each moment had been carefully curated, each grand gesture leaving her breathless. She had thought it was love.

She had thought he was love.

When he proposed, slipping the ring onto her finger with a dazzling smile, she had felt safe. Secure in the knowledge that she was stepping into a lifetime of partnership. She had said yes, not just to the man in front of her, but to the future she thought they were building together.

But real love wasn’t conditional.

Real love didn’t come with fine print.

The red flags had been there, small but insistent, disguised as care.

Merging finances will make things easier, Naya. Trust me.
You don’t have to worry about the details—I’ve got it handled.
We’re a team, we're all we have. What’s mine is yours, and what’s yours is ours.

Except ours had always meant his.

At first, it had been little things. He would call the shots on where they lived, how they budgeted, which investments made “the most sense.” He had framed it as efficiency, a way to ensure they were on the same page financially. She had wanted to believe him.

Then, after her mother passed and she inherited the estate, the shift had been subtle—but undeniable.

Jordan had stopped asking. He made decisions without her input. He signed documents without her seeing them first. She would find out about transactions after the fact—her name attached to things she had never approved.

The mortgage had been the final straw. A house bought under her name, without her knowledge, yet somehow Jordan had control over the paperwork. When she had discovered it, nausea had twisted in her gut.

She had confronted him, heart pounding, the accusations flying out before she could stop them.

Jordan had barely looked up from his laptop, sighing as he rubbed his temples. “Naya, don’t be dramatic. This is how marriage works.”

No remorse. No concern. No attempt to reassure her that she had misunderstood.

Just a quiet, matter-of-fact confirmation that to him, marriage wasn’t about love. It was strategy.

And now that she was pulling out of the deal?

He didn’t even seem surprised.


Naya forced herself back to the present.

She could feel the weight of the divorce papers pressing into her palms, the thick stack of legal documents holding the finality of everything she had endured. Two years of deception, of manipulation, of watching herself become smaller while Jordan took up more space. But now, the weight wasn’t suffocating. It wasn’t crushing her anymore.

It was just there. A fact. A reminder of what she had survived.

She inhaled slowly, steadying herself as she lifted her gaze to meet Jordan’s. He was watching her, his expression unreadable. But she knew that look—she had seen it before. It was the same one he had worn whenever he was about to convince her, persuade her, turn the situation in his favor. The same quiet confidence that had once made her believe he was right, that she was overreacting, that she just needed to trust him.

But she wasn’t that woman anymore.

Jordan leaned forward, lowering his voice like this was some intimate negotiation instead of the end of a marriage. “Naya, be reasonable. We built a life together.”

She exhaled softly, tilting her head. She didn’t need to raise her voice. She didn’t need to argue. The truth was simple.

“No,” she said, meeting his eyes. “I built a life. You just lived off it.”

A flicker of something passed through his expression. Annoyance? Resentment? For the first time, his control was slipping, and Naya saw it in the way his fingers tightened around the pen.

There it is.

Control had always been his currency, the foundation of his power. He had spent years making sure she felt dependent on him, uncertain without him. He had always been the one holding the pen, the one making the decisions.

But now?

He was bankrupt.

Her lawyer slid the final document across the table. “Sign, and we can all move on.”

Jordan hesitated. His fingers flexed around the pen, his jaw tightening just slightly. The silence stretched between them, thick with the weight of his stalled power. This wasn’t how he had planned things to go.

Naya could almost see the wheels turning in his mind. He had expected resistance, sure, but he had also expected her to waver. To falter. To let the past cloud her judgment just long enough for him to find a new angle, a new way to pull her back in.

But Naya?

She had already decided.

She wasn’t his transaction anymore.

Saturday, February 8, 2025

Change of Seasons by Olivia Salter / Short Story / Anti-Romance


A man faces the wreckage of his family as his secret son and estranged wife demand accountability. Struggling to repair his broken relationships, Jared must confront the weight of his past mistakes and earn back the trust of the people he’s hurt most—his family.


Change of Seasons


By Olivia Salter 



Word Count: 7,370


Jared Bennett was a predator of his own design—a master manipulator who had perfected the art of compartmentalizing his life with surgical precision. He had built a fortress around himself, one that appeared immaculate from the outside: the successful career, the picture-perfect family, the pristine house in the suburbs. Each piece was carefully arranged, each role meticulously played. But underneath the surface, Jared was a chameleon—slipping into different personas as easily as he slid between relationships. His infidelity wasn’t a moment of weakness; it was a calculated strategy of emotional terrorism. He knew how to exploit people's desires, their fears, their need for validation. With a flick of his charm, a twist of his words, he could twist love into a weapon, making his lovers feel special, wanted, necessary—until they weren't anymore. Then, when they became inconvenient, he discarded them, his guilt neatly filed away behind the armor of indifference. He had learned long ago that no one was irreplaceable, not even himself. He was the architect of his own destruction, a man who had learned how to thrive in chaos, all while appearing to live a life of pristine order.

Raven Cole was no innocent victim. She was a calculated opportunist, a woman who had walked into Jared’s life with eyes wide open, fully aware of the kind of man he was. She was no stranger to manipulation herself, having learned early on that the world was a chessboard, and the pieces could be moved according to her will. She didn’t stumble into Jared’s life by accident; she entered with intent, with purpose. Raven saw in him a man who could offer her everything she craved: power, access, validation. And, more than that, she saw an opportunity to tear apart his perfect little world—a world that had always made her feel invisible, insignificant, like a ghost on the outside looking in. She knew Jared's weaknesses, had studied him like prey, and understood how he could be seduced and enticed. She had no illusions about love or morality. In Raven’s world, relationships were currency, and Jared had more to give than most.

Her pregnancy, when it came, was less an accident and more a weapon of destruction, one that she wielded with calculated precision. It was never about a child; it was about the power of leverage. It was about destabilizing Jared's pristine suburban facade, the perfect life he had built around his family and his career. She knew the moment she told him, she would rupture the illusion of his perfect marriage. The ripple effects would be catastrophic. In her mind, there was no such thing as innocence. If Jared could discard people like they were disposable, why shouldn’t she play the game by her own rules? The child she carried was both a symbol and a threat, a living, breathing reminder of his lies, his betrayal, and his weakness.

The world they inhabited was one of manipulation, deception, and calculated moves. Jared thought he had been in control of everything—his life, his choices, his emotions—but Raven had exposed the fatal flaw in his game. She was the match to his tinder, the one person who could set the carefully controlled fire of his life ablaze. And in the ashes of that destruction, she would rise.


***

Autumn leaves skittered across the driveway as Jared's Lexus rolled to a stop. His wedding ring caught the October sunset, casting a golden shimmer that made his stomach clench. The gesture was unconscious now—this daily transition between his lives, like an actor changing costumes between scenes. He'd always craved the spotlight, the validation of being needed, wanted, essential. Two families meant twice the applause, twice the devotion. At least, that's what he'd told himself in the beginning.


The Tudor-style home stood before him, its brick exterior painted copper by the dying light. Halloween decorations dotted the lawn—Nia's paper ghosts dancing in the breeze, Ava's carefully carved pumpkin grinning mockingly from the porch. The Anderson file sat heavy in his briefcase, untouched. Another prop in his ongoing performance.

Tasha stood in the doorway, her silk blouse pressed crisp despite the late hour. Her fingers drummed against the doorframe, a steady rhythm that matched the thrumming of his guilt. Dark circles shadowed her eyes, carefully concealed beneath department store concealer. The scent of pot roast—her mother's recipe—wafted past him, gone cold.

"You missed Nia's science presentation," she said, her voice carrying the weight of a hundred missed moments. "Again."

"Collins wanted the Anderson proposal tonight." The lie slipped out smooth as butter, practiced over countless evenings. His phone vibrated in his pocket—a text from Raven. He pressed his palm against it, silencing the betrayal beneath his suit jacket.

Their youngest daughter Nia barreled down the hallway, her project board dotted with glitter and scientific diagrams. "Daddy! I got an A! Look at my volcano!" Her small fingers left smudges of purple glitter on his sleeve as she climbed into his arms. Behind her, Ava lingered in the shadows of the hallway, thirteen and already too perceptive. Her eyes tracked his hand as it pressed against his pocket, silencing another vibration.



Across town, in a cramped two-bedroom apartment, Raven Cole stared at her unanswered text. Her nursing textbooks lay scattered across the kitchen table, post-it notes marking pages for tomorrow's exam. A half-eaten dinner of mac and cheese sat harden beside them—Caleb's favorite, on nights when disappointment needed cushioning. Through the thin walls, a neighbor's television blared the evening news, a constant reminder of the life she was fighting to escape.

Caleb sat at the table, his dark curls falling over eyes that matched Jared's exactly. His math worksheet—covered in perfect scores and gold stars—trembled in his small hands. "Is Daddy coming?" His voice wavered between hope and preparation for disappointment. "Mrs. Martinez said my math is advanced. Just like his."

Raven swallowed hard, seeing too much of Jared in her son's eager expression, in the way he held himself straight against the coming letdown. "He's probably just running late, baby. Let's get you ready for bed."

"Like last time?" Caleb's lower lip trembled. "And the time before? Why can't we just live together?"

Raven gathered him close, breathing in the scent of kid's shampoo and broken promises. "I'm here," she whispered. "Mama's always here." Her phone lay dark and silent on the table, her messages unanswered. Outside their window, a police siren wailed—another reminder of the neighborhood she couldn't afford to leave, not on a nursing student's income and irregular child support.

The next afternoon, fate dealt its hand. Tasha's fingers wrapped around Jared's forgotten phone as it buzzed against the granite countertop. The screen illuminated with Raven's message:

"Caleb got all A's this week. He wanted to show you Monday. He sat by the window for two hours, Jared. Two hours with his math worksheet in his lap. I can't keep watching him break like this. I'm done covering for you."

The message hung there, pixels of truth shattering twelve years of careful deception. Tasha's hands trembled as she scrolled up, each message a new wound: missed doctor's appointments, broken promises, photos of a boy with Jared's eyes and her husband's talent for mathematics. A boy who could have been Nia's twin, down to the dimple in his left cheek.

When Jared came home that evening, the house felt different. The air was thick, charged like the moment before lightning strikes, and silence wrapped around him like a noose. Tasha sat in his leather armchair, her back straight, her fingers drumming a slow, deliberate rhythm on the armrest. His phone rested in her lap, heavy with secrets, like a loaded gun waiting to go off. The flickering light of the Halloween decorations twisted shadows into grotesque shapes on the walls, as though the house itself conspired against him.

"Tell me about Raven Cole." Her voice was quiet but sharp, each word cutting through the charged air like glass. "Tell me about Caleb."

Jared froze, his breath hitching. The weight of her words slammed into him, knocking the air from his lungs. His carefully constructed double life crumbled in an instant, the lies he had spun unraveling like thread. He tried to speak, to form some excuse or explanation, but his mouth felt dry, his tongue heavy. The words wouldn’t come.

In the silence that followed, he saw her change before his eyes. The woman he loved, the woman he had betrayed, was gone. What sat before him now was someone new—someone harder, colder. The love that had once softened her gaze had turned to stone, a wall of fury and heartbreak that he could never breach.

“Get out.” Her voice was steel, unwavering. Her eyes didn’t leave his, daring him to argue. “Pack whatever you need and get out.”

Jared swallowed hard, his hands trembling at his sides. “Tasha, please, let me—”

“Get. Out.” She cut him off with the finality of a judge delivering a sentence.

The room seemed to close in around him as he packed to move to the guest bedroom, his steps echoing like a funeral march. Each item he packed felt like a piece of his life slipping through his fingers. By the time he reached the door, she hadn’t moved from the chair. Her expression was unreadable, but the pain in her eyes burned brighter than any words she could have said.

As he stepped outside, the door slammed shut behind him with a force that echoed down the empty street. For the first time in his life, Jared felt truly haunted—not by the ghosts of Halloween but by the wreckage of his own choices.


Winter descended, and with it came the weight of Jared’s choices. His new apartment felt less like a home and more like a punishment—a hollow, lifeless space where coldness replaced warmth. The walls were an unbroken white, stark reminders of everything missing. He bought furniture that seemed to mock him with its unfamiliarity, pieces too pristine to belong to someone whose life had unraveled. The Christmas stockings he hung remained empty, like the promises he’d failed to keep. The tree in the corner stood undecorated, its plastic needles collecting dust instead of joy.

Meanwhile, life at Riverside Elementary carried on. Snow blanketed the playground in muffled stillness as children bustled indoors, their cheeks red from the cold. On a Tuesday morning, Ava stood in the lunchroom, balancing her tray and scanning the tables for her usual spot. That’s when she saw him.

Caleb stood in the lunch line, smaller than she expected but unmistakable. His posture, the nervous way he shifted his weight, even the way he smiled—it all mirrored her father. She froze, her breath hitching, as if the world had momentarily tilted off its axis. Then, before she could make sense of it, his tray slipped from his hands, the loud clatter drawing everyone’s attention. Laughter rippled through the cafeteria as milk splattered across the floor.

Ava didn’t think; she moved. Setting her tray down, she crossed the room to where Caleb knelt, his face burning with embarrassment as he tried to mop up the mess with a wad of napkins. She crouched beside him, her heart pounding in her chest, and handed him a fresh napkin.

“Thanks,” he muttered, avoiding her gaze.

Their eyes finally met, and Ava felt a strange jolt of recognition. His eyes—her eyes. The same deep brown, flecked with golden undertones.

“I’m Ava,” she said, her voice barely above a whisper.

Caleb hesitated, his hands still clutching the soggy napkins. “I know,” he replied. “I saw your picture on Dad’s phone. You got the science award last year. Like Nia did this year.”

Ava blinked, her mind racing to catch up. “You know Nia?”

“Our sister,” Caleb said, his voice soft but sure. “She’s in second grade.”

The silence between them was thick with unspoken truths, questions neither of them knew how to ask. Ava glanced around the cafeteria, aware of the curious stares from nearby tables, but she stayed rooted in place. Finally, she spoke again, her voice tentative.

“Do you like math?”

A spark lit up Caleb’s face. “I’m in advanced class,” he said proudly. “Like Dad was.”

“Me too,” Ava said, a small smile tugging at her lips. In that moment, something shifted. The invisible wall between them began to crumble, piece by piece, as they shared a connection neither had fully understood until now.

For the first time since her world had shattered, Ava felt a tiny sliver of hope—a bridge forming, fragile but real.


Spring brought the courtroom battles, where lives unraveled in the cold, clinical halls of justice. The heavy mahogany panels and polished leather chairs lent an air of dignity, but they couldn’t mask the sterility of the proceedings. Every word spoken was like a surgical incision, peeling back layers to expose the raw, unvarnished truths beneath.

Raven sat at the plaintiff’s table, her posture pole straight despite the exhaustion etched into her features. She wore her nursing scrubs, having come directly from clinical rotations, the faint scent of antiseptic clinging to her. Dark circles under her eyes betrayed the sleepless nights spent juggling her responsibilities—early-morning shifts at the diner, late-night study sessions, and every moment in between spent caring for Caleb. When she spoke, her voice was steady, though each word carried the weight of years of quiet sacrifice.

She detailed the financial struggles with unflinching honesty: the second job she’d taken to make ends meet, the payday loans that had come with steep consequences, the impossible decisions between Caleb’s new shoes and her nursing textbooks. She described how Jared’s sporadic support, always just enough to stave off collapse but never enough to provide security, had left her constantly treading water. She had thought it would be easier; she had thought she'd have the same easy life as Tasha. Her words painted a picture of resilience but also of betrayal—of a man who had played house in two worlds and left her to shoulder the consequences alone.


When Tasha took the stand, her demeanor was a study in controlled fury. She spoke with the precision of a surgeon wielding a scalpel, each revelation cutting deeper into Jared’s carefully constructed facade. She began with the small lies: business trips that never happened, late meetings that had been mere cover stories. Then came the larger deceptions—the decade of secrets that had funded an entirely separate family, siphoning time, money, and emotional energy from the life they had built together.

Her words landed like hammer blows, each one punctuated by the collective gasp of the courtroom. Tasha didn’t flinch, didn’t hesitate, as she laid out the betrayal chronologically: the dates, the receipts, the phone records. She painted a picture of a man who had mastered the art of compartmentalization, who had thought he could play puppet master with their lives and never face the reckoning.

The judge listened intently, his expression a mask of impartiality, though the gravity of the testimony was impossible to ignore. Each strike of the gavel that followed felt like a drumbeat of doom, marking the end of Jared’s ability to control the narrative.

By the time the proceedings adjourned for the day, the air in the courtroom was heavy with the aftermath of truths finally brought to light. Raven and Tasha passed each other without a word, their eyes meeting briefly in a moment of shared understanding. They had both been casualties of Jared’s deceit, but in this sterile battleground, they were reclaiming their voices, their stories, and their power.


Summer found Jared in Dr. Matthews' office, where the relentless hum of the air conditioning filled the silences he’d spent a lifetime avoiding. He sat in the therapist’s leather chair, his posture stiff, his fingers gripping the armrests as though he might sink into the floor without them. The room smelled faintly of lavender, but its warmth couldn’t soften the weight of his confession.

"My father left when I was twelve," Jared said finally, the words heavy, foreign, like jagged stones scraped from his throat. "Just... disappeared. One day he was there, the next—nothing. No goodbye, no explanation. Mom said he'd left for a younger woman and has another family, he started over fresh."

Dr. Matthews’s gaze never wavered. She leaned forward slightly, her elbows resting on the arm of her chair, her hands clasped. "And how did that shape you, Jared?"

His laugh was hollow, bitter. "How do you think? I didn’t want to be him. I didn’t want to abandon anyone, but I didn’t want to lose myself either. I felt like I had to pick, and I couldn’t. So I didn’t. I stayed... everywhere."

Her eyebrows raised slightly, inviting more.

Jared exhaled sharply through his nose, shaking his head. "I thought I could have it all. Be everything to everyone. The perfect husband, the perfect father... and, yeah, the perfect lover, too." He hesitated, his voice cracking on the last word. "It felt like control, like I could rewrite his story. Like proving I wasn’t him meant winning."

"And now?" she asked softly.

His hands dropped to his lap, palms up, empty. "Now I see I’m exactly what I feared most. I left pieces of myself in so many places, with so many people, that there’s nothing left. No home. No family. No... me."

Dr. Matthews waited a beat, letting the silence settle. "And what do you want now, Jared?"

His gaze fell to the floor, and for the first time in months, he allowed himself to imagine what a life rebuilt might look like. Not a patchwork of lies or a balancing act on the razor’s edge, but something real. Whole.

"I want to stop running," he whispered, more to himself than to her. "I want to... to clean up the mess. Own it. Fix what I can. And if I can’t..." He swallowed hard. "Then I want to at least stop making it worse."

Dr. Matthews nodded, her expression both compassionate and firm. "That’s a start. But you have to understand, Jared, this isn’t about fixing everything. Some bridges are burned, some wounds will leave scars. This is about learning to live with the truth—learning to be someone you can look in the mirror and recognize."

Jared didn’t respond immediately, his mind turning over her words. Finally, he nodded, a flicker of something unfamiliar breaking through the storm of shame and regret. Hope, perhaps. Or at least the faintest shadow of it.


The seasons turned like pages in a worn book, each one inscribed with small victories and quiet triumphs. Raven’s final semester of nursing school stretched her to her limits, days blurred by the relentless pace of dawn-to-dusk obligations. Clinical rotations pulled her out of bed before the sun rose, and diner shifts left her feet aching long after it set. In between, she squeezed hours of study into the slivers of time that Caleb’s homework and bedtime stories didn’t fill. Her scrubs bore the marks of her battle—coffee stains, pen smudges, and faint wrinkles she had no time to smooth out. Each mark was a testament to her perseverance.

On graduation morning, spring had painted the world anew. Pale cherry blossoms swirled in the gentle breeze, carpeting the nursing school parking lot in soft pink. Raven stood before the mirror in their modest bathroom, her hands trembling as she adjusted the nursing cap on her freshly styled hair. The white uniform, purchased with months of scrimping and saving, gleamed under the flickering fluorescent light, a badge of honor she wore with quiet pride.

“Mom?” Caleb’s voice broke her daydream. He appeared in the doorway, wrestling with a clip-on tie. At eight, he had insisted on wearing a suit—a thrift store find that was a size too big but lovingly ironed by his own small hands. His wide eyes were filled with wonder as he looked at her. “You look like an angel.”

Raven’s throat tightened as she knelt to help him with the tie. In his short life, Caleb had grown into her partner in resilience, her constant reminder of why she kept pushing forward. “Ready to be my biggest cheerleader?” she asked, smiling through the tears threatening to spill.

“Front row,” he replied, patting the pocket where his carefully practiced speech waited. For weeks, he had rehearsed every word, determined to honor his mother at the post-ceremony reception.

The auditorium buzzed with anticipation as Raven took her seat among her classmates. Her eyes roamed the crowd until she found Caleb sitting between his grandmother and—unexpectedly—Tasha. The two women, who once shared only a bitter history, had forged a fragile but respectful peace, united by their shared love for the children caught in Jared’s web of lies. Jared himself sat behind them, awkward and quiet, a presence diminished by his own choices.

When her name was called—"Raven Cole, Summa Cum Laude"—the applause became a roar, led by Caleb’s excited cheering. As she crossed the stage, time seemed to slow. The dean’s handshake was firm, and the nursing pin pressed into her uniform was a small, weighty promise of the future she had fought so hard to claim. The letters beside her name—RN, BSN—felt like a victory carved from stone.

At the reception, Caleb approached the microphone with a confidence far beyond his years. His voice rang out, clear and unwavering. “My mom is the strongest person I know. When I was little, I’d see her studying at the kitchen table, even after working all day. She never gave up, even when things were hard. She taught me that dreams don’t have deadlines, and love means never quitting.”

Tears streamed down Raven’s face, the struggles of the past years crystallizing into a moment of pure joy. Later that evening, they packed the last box in their old apartment. On top of it sat an acceptance letter from Memorial Hospital: full-time RN, pediatric ward, benefits included. Across town, their new apartment awaited—a sunlit space on the second floor of a renovated Victorian. It had bay windows, built-in bookshelves, and no echoes of sirens or shouting.

Raven traded her pristine white uniform for royal blue scrubs the next morning. She pinned her name badge to her chest, the letters gleaming in the light: Raven Cole, RN. The weight of it wasn’t a burden but a reminder of how far she’d come.

Their first night in the new apartment, Caleb sat cross-legged on the window seat, his math homework spread around him. Outside, the maple trees swayed in the gentle breeze, their branches illuminated by the soft glow of streetlamps. For the first time in years, the world felt quiet—no sirens, no shouting, just peace.

“Mom?” Caleb looked up, his father’s features softened by his mother’s warmth. “I’m proud of us.”

Raven touched her name badge and smiled. “Me too, baby. Me too.”


Tasha's heart, once fractured and weary from years of deceit and disappointment, slowly began to mend, like a broken vase reassembled with care. She found solace and joy in the unexpected embrace of Michael O'Connor, a man who seemed plucked from another era, yet perfectly suited to hers. A high school English teacher with an understated wit and a love for literature, Michael had entered her life in the most unassuming way—by helping Ava craft college essays that brimmed with authenticity.

Michael possessed a quiet charm that drew people in effortlessly. His ever-present corduroy jackets, complete with elbow patches, hinted at an old-world sophistication, while his animated discussions about Shakespeare and Baldwin revealed a boyish enthusiasm for the written word. Mornings for Michael were an affair with poetry, a personal ritual that set the tone for his day. Tasha often smiled as she recalled how he'd recite lines from Langston Hughes or Mary Oliver, his rich baritone bringing life to their verses. It was a quirk that Ava found amusing and Nia found endlessly endearing.

Michael’s warmth extended to Tasha's daughters in ways that cemented her growing affection for him. When Nia wrestled with the complexities of a difficult guitar chord, Michael didn’t just help her practice—he turned each attempt into a celebration of progress, no matter how small. His patience was boundless, his guidance free of any mention of the looming father-daughter talent show. Instead, his focus remained on Nia’s confidence, allowing her to shine on her own terms. His kindness was unspoken but profound, like a gentle breeze shifting the sails of a weary ship.

In Tasha, Michael found a kindred spirit. Her love for nurturing life, expressed through her passion for gardening, resonated deeply with his own love for the natural world. Together, they transformed the yard that had once been a graveyard for Halloween decorations into a sanctuary of life—a butterfly garden bursting with vibrant blooms. They planted coneflowers, milkweed, and zinnias, their hands brushing as they worked side by side. The gentle hum of bees and the delicate flutter of butterflies created a symphony of renewal that mirrored Tasha's own journey.

Underneath the warm sun, they shared quiet conversations and stolen glances. Michael would tell her about his childhood summers spent camping in the Appalachian foothills, while Tasha shared her dreams of one day teaching community workshops on sustainable gardening. In those moments, surrounded by the beauty they had cultivated, Tasha felt something she hadn’t in years, hope.

As their connection deepened, Michael brought out pieces of Tasha she had forgotten existed—the parts of her that believed in love, in kindness, in the possibility of happiness. He didn’t try to fix her; he simply met her where she was, offering her the space to heal at her own pace. Together, they built something quietly profound, rooted in shared values and mutual respect.

One evening, as the garden bathed in the golden light of dusk, Tasha turned to Michael, her voice soft but steady. "I never thought I’d have this again—this peace. Thank you for being here."

Michael took her hand, his touch grounding and sure. "You’ve had it all along, Tasha. I’m just lucky enough to witness it."

In Michael, Tasha discovered not just love, but a reminder that even after the storm, the garden could bloom again. Each shared moment, whether in the classroom, the garden, or the simple joy of watching Nia and Ava thrive, was a testament to the power of new beginnings. Love, Tasha realized, wasn’t about grand gestures or perfection—it was about presence, patience, and the quiet assurance that someone would be there, rain or shine.


The children, once adrift in the turbulent waters of their parents' separation, began to navigate their new reality with resilience, finding strength and connection in the most unexpected places. Ava and Caleb, siblings by circumstance rather than blood, first bonded tentatively over shared lunch hours. At first, their exchanges were brief—polite comments about classes or cafeteria food—but soon, those conversations deepened, revealing the ways they could help one another.

Ava, with her keen sense of observation and sharp wit, became Caleb's unwritten guidebook to middle school. She taught him how to spot genuine friends, handle the awkwardness of adolescence, and stand his ground against teasing. Her advice was practical but always tinged with humor, a trait Caleb admired and tried to emulate. In turn, Caleb, a whiz with numbers, helped Ava tackle the intimidating world of trigonometry. He showed her shortcuts and clever techniques, breaking down equations with a confidence that made the subject seem almost simple. Their study sessions in the library, initially meant to serve practical purposes, became something more—a time of shared triumphs, laughter, and the comforting knowledge that they weren’t navigating life’s complexities alone.

Their bond deepened, evolving into a true camaraderie that neither had expected. The awkwardness and uncertainty that once defined their interactions dissolved, replaced by a mutual respect and a growing affection for one another. They weren’t just siblings by circumstance anymore—they were allies in their shared world, supporting one another in ways that even they found surprising.

Meanwhile, Nia, the youngest, began to blossom in her own unexpected way. A casual moment at the piano during one of Caleb's visits revealed something astonishing: she had inherited his perfect pitch. What started as playful tinkering with keys evolved into a profound discovery of her natural musical talent. Encouraged by Caleb, Nia began experimenting with instruments and sounds, and soon their impromptu sessions became a regular fixture in the household.

Afternoons filled with music transformed into dynamic jam sessions where the siblings connected through melody and rhythm. Caleb, with his polished skill and knowledge, taught Nia the fundamentals, while Nia brought a raw, instinctive passion that fueled their creativity. Their voices and instruments wove together seamlessly, creating a vibrant tapestry of sound that filled the house with warmth and joy.

What had once been a source of tension—shared DNA—became a bridge between them. Their mutual love of music transcended the complications of family dynamics, creating a bond that neither of them could have predicted.

Together, the three children found themselves piecing together a family from the fragments of their parents' broken relationships. Each connection, whether forged over a math problem, a shared laugh at the lunch table, or a harmony played on a guitar, served as a reminder of the resilience of the human spirit. In the face of adversity, they had found ways to connect, to grow, and to love.

Their journey wasn't perfect, but it was theirs—a testament to the idea that family is not defined solely by blood or circumstance but by the bonds we choose to nurture. In the spaces between the cracks, they found something stronger: an unshakable foundation of trust, respect, and understanding. And in that, they discovered what it truly meant to be a family.

Five years spun past, a blur of milestones, lessons, and bittersweet growth. Jared's once sterile apartment gradually became a home—a gallery of his children's lives. School photos filled the walls, capturing their transformations from wide-eyed innocence to confident adolescence. Birthday snapshots framed moments of joy: Ava’s toothy grins, Nia’s bashful smiles, Caleb’s proud stance holding trophies from weekend soccer matches. Each picture was a testament to the life unfolding beyond his direct reach, yet still deeply tethered to his heart.

Jared became a steadfast presence in his children’s lives, even as he navigated his role from a distance. At school events, his familiar figure in the crowd was a constant reassurance. He cheered loudly during basketball games, clapped with heartfelt pride at school plays, and lingered after parent-teacher conferences to discuss how he could best support his children. Permission slips were never forgotten; each one he signed felt like a small act of redemption, a way to show his commitment to being present. Bills were paid promptly and without fail, ensuring that nothing his children needed would go unprovided for. It was his way of saying, "I may not live here, but I care deeply for everything that happens here."

The grief that had once choked him—raw and sharp—softened over the years into a quiet ache, an enduring presence but no longer paralyzing. Time began to mark itself in a cycle of seasonal rituals. Jared embraced them, each decoration and tradition a way to create new meaning for himself and his children. Halloween, once a reminder of the night everything fell apart, became a time of joy again. He carved pumpkins with Caleb and Nia, their laughter echoing through his apartment as they competed for the most frightening designs. The spooky décor was eventually replaced with the warm colors of Thanksgiving—handmade turkey crafts and paper pilgrim hats that Caleb proudly displayed during visits. Thanksgiving meals shifted from lonely takeout to potluck dinners, where he and the children laughed over shared dishes and stories.

Christmas was a season he took particular care with, transforming his apartment into a festive haven. Strings of multicolored lights blinked cheerfully along the windows, and he set up a modest tree that grew grander with each passing year. Ornaments gifted by the children—Ava’s macaroni star, Caleb’s painted reindeer—hung alongside Jared’s additions, each representing a piece of their shared journey. On Christmas mornings, the children woke to small but meaningful gifts under the tree: books tailored to their interests, art supplies for Nia, a new pair of cleats for Caleb.

Valentine’s Day brought its own bittersweet rhythm. Jared no longer thought of it as a day of romance lost but rather as a celebration of the love that remained. He left handwritten cards for his children—thoughtful notes that told them how proud he was, how much he cherished every moment they shared. The cards became a tradition they looked forward to, even as they pretended to be embarrassed by his sentiments.

Through these cycles, Jared found a way to live within his new reality, not just survive it. His apartment became a space of growth and renewal, a reflection of the changes within himself. His love for his children no longer felt overshadowed by guilt but rooted in the steady reassurance that, even from a distance, he was a vital part of their lives. Seasons turned, lives evolved, and Jared—once broken—began to see beauty in the cracks, proof that healing could take many forms.


These recurrent shifts in decor became a profound manifestation of Jared's evolving emotional landscape. Each seasonal change marked a chapter in his journey of healing and self-discovery, reflecting the subtle yet powerful shifts within his heart and mind.

Halloween, once the darkest time of year in his memories, began to lose its foreboding aura. The decorations no longer symbolized the fracture of his family but became a canvas for playful creativity with his children. Together, they carved pumpkins, hung faux cobwebs, and filled bowls with candy, their laughter filling the spaces that once echoed with silence. Halloween evolved from a symbol of loss to a celebration of connection, a tangible reminder of the new traditions they were building.

As the leaves turned and Thanksgiving approached, Jared found gratitude replacing regret. The paper turkeys and golden wreaths his children helped him create became a symbol of his newfound perspective. He reflected on the blessings he had often overlooked: the unwavering support of his ex-wife Tasha, the resilience of his children, and the quiet yet steady strength he had uncovered within himself. Thanksgiving became less about what had been lost and more about what he still had—a family that, though changed, remained unbreakably connected.

The festive glow of Christmas, once a sharp reminder of holidays spent as a traditional family, began to bring a new kind of peace. Jared embraced the challenge of creating unique traditions with his children: picking out a tree together, baking cookies, and sharing stories of their favorite childhood memories. The ornaments they hung—some old, some new—became a mosaic of their evolving story, each piece representing growth, healing, and love. The joy on his children's faces as they opened thoughtful gifts made every sacrifice worth it.

Valentine’s Day, once a bittersweet reminder of romance lost, transformed into a celebration of the enduring love in his life. The handwritten notes he left for each child weren’t just tradition—they were declarations of how much they meant to him. Ava, Nia, and Caleb cherished these tokens, and Jared felt an overwhelming sense of fulfillment in their gratitude. Valentine’s Day became a day not of longing, but of love in its purest, most unconditional form.

Time, relentless and indifferent, continued its forward march, yet Jared learned to walk alongside it rather than be dragged by its pace. Guilt and longing—those stubborn companions—still lingered in quiet moments. They whispered reminders of the life he had lost, threatening to pull him back. But Jared, through the seasons, built a resilience rooted in the present. He discovered that healing wasn’t about forgetting the past but about finding joy in the here and now: in shared laughter over burnt cookies, in his children’s triumphs at school, and in the quiet comfort of reading bedtime stories together.

The seasonal transformations in his home mirrored the internal seasons of his life. The decorations, once laden with sadness, became vibrant markers of growth and renewal. They symbolized the cyclical nature of life—a balance of joy and sorrow, endings and new beginnings.

Through this rhythm, Jared found strength. He embraced the ebb and flow of life, learning that healing wasn’t a destination but a journey. Each season reminded him that, like the world outside his window, he was capable of renewal. With every snowflake, budding bloom, falling leaf, and glowing jack-o’-lantern, Jared discovered that life, though imperfect, could still be profoundly beautiful.


These recurrent shifts in decor became more than just an annual ritual; they transformed into markers of Jared's own emotional evolution. Each passing season brought a fresh layer of understanding, a quiet revelation about life’s capacity for both fragility and resilience. The vibrant hues of Halloween, which had once haunted him as a grim reminder of the year everything fell apart, began to soften in their significance. Jack-o’-lanterns, spider webs, and faux tombstones no longer symbolized loss but became tools of connection. Jared and his children carved pumpkins together, their laughter spilling into the night, filling the once-solemn space with renewed warmth.

Thanksgiving became a time of reflection and gratitude. The handmade crafts—turkeys traced from small hands and leaves pressed into construction paper—grew into Jared’s favorite decorations. The holiday took on a deeper meaning, not only celebrating abundance but also acknowledging the blessings hidden in life’s challenges. Jared gave thanks for the unwavering strength of his children, for Tasha’s continued grace in co-parenting, and for the chance to rebuild—not as the man he once was but as someone stronger, more present, and more attuned to life’s fleeting beauty.

Christmas, once a painful reminder of incomplete family gatherings, slowly turned into an opportunity to create new traditions. Jared took joy in the little things: untangling strings of lights, baking cookies that always turned out slightly burnt, and helping his children pick out ornaments to represent their year. The festive glow that once stung his heart now brought a quiet sense of joy, a reminder that the memories they created now could coexist with those of the past without overshadowing them. The holidays became less about recreating what was lost and more about embracing what was still possible.

Valentine's Day, which had initially felt like a cruel mockery of his fractured love life, became a celebration of the many forms love could take. Jared found purpose in writing heartfelt notes to his children, assuring them of his pride and unwavering support. He embraced the idea that love wasn’t confined to romance but existed in the care and effort he poured into his relationships—with his children, his friends, and even himself. The vibrant reds and pinks of the season reminded him that love, in all its iterations, was a force of renewal.

Time, relentless and unyielding, continued its forward march, often bringing pangs of guilt and longing in its wake. Memories of what he had lost lingered like shadows, threatening to pull him back into regret. But with every passing season, Jared grew better at resisting their grip. He learned that healing wasn’t about erasing the past but about finding space for the present. He learned to treasure the laughter that echoed through his home, the meals shared around a small but welcoming table, the nights spent reading stories aloud until his children fell asleep. These moments, though simple, became his anchors—proof that joy could still be found in life’s smallest corners.

The once-dreaded cycle of the seasons became Jared’s source of strength. The ebb and flow of holidays and decor mirrored his own journey: the sorrow of endings giving way to the promise of new beginnings, the pain of loss making space for growth and renewal. He began to see his life as part of a larger rhythm, one that wove sorrow and joy, failure and redemption, into a tapestry far richer than he’d ever imagined.

In this rhythm, Jared found the courage to move forward—not as a man broken by his mistakes, but as one shaped by them. With each passing year, he and his children built a life together, not in spite of their challenges, but because of them. The seasons reminded him that life’s beauty wasn’t in its perfection but in its ability to endure, to heal, and to thrive. Through it all, Jared discovered that every turn of the calendar brought not just a change in decor, but another chance to love, to grow, and to begin again.

On a crisp autumn afternoon, much like the one that had shattered his carefully constructed facade, Jared sat in the bleachers at Riverside High. The air was tinged with the sharp scent of falling leaves, the kind that made everything seem just a little more fragile. Ava, his daughter, was graduating early, her valedictorian speech tucked carefully in her robe pocket, a symbol of everything she had worked to achieve in a world that had never quite given her the room to breathe. She stood tall at the podium, a mix of nerves and pride in her eyes, her voice rising above the hum of the crowd.

In the bleachers, his fractured family had found their own equilibrium. Tasha and Michael, her new partner, sat together with Nia, their youngest, who had been filming everything on her phone for posterity, perhaps for memories, perhaps to preserve a story that felt so fleeting. Raven and Caleb claimed seats nearby, close enough to share proud smiles but distant enough to maintain comfortable boundaries, a silent understanding between them that family was not always about proximity—it was about the space each person needed to exist.

Ava’s voice rang out across the football field, strong and clear, each word punctuated with the confidence that had once seemed so far out of reach for her. "Family isn't always what we expect it to be. Sometimes it breaks. Sometimes it reforms. Sometimes the breaking itself becomes the foundation for something different—not better, not worse, just real."

Jared’s gaze wandered, almost instinctively, to the reflection of his own face in the lens of someone’s camera, the faint sunlight catching the edges of his features. Gray touched his temples, strands of wisdom and regret, while lines—earned through hard lessons—etched around his eyes. He saw three versions of himself, each one a ghost in the frame: the husband he'd failed to be, the father he was struggling to become, and somewhere in between, a man learning that love wasn’t about possession or performance, but about the quiet courage of showing up, day after day, even when the applause had faded and the cameras had turned away.

In the distance, he saw his son, Caleb, trying to catch a candid moment between siblings, his expression an open mix of pride and curiosity. Jared's heart tightened at the thought of how much he had missed in trying to hold on to things that weren’t his to control. The distance between himself and Caleb had never seemed so tangible before, and yet, as Ava spoke, something shifted in him. He wasn’t sure if it was hope, or simply an acknowledgment of where they all stood. He was there, and they were too. And maybe that was enough.

In the end, that was his truest performance: learning to be present in the broken places, to love without owning, to father without controlling. It wasn’t redemption—some breaks never fully heal—but in the autumn sunlight, watching his daughter speak her truth while his son filmed proudly from the crowd, Jared finally understood. Sometimes the most honest role we can play is simply ourselves, scars and all. It wasn't about fixing the past—it was about showing up, messy, unfinished, and willing to try.

Have You Ever Loved Somebody? by Olivia Salter/ Short Story / Literary Fiction / Anti-Romance

Have You Ever Loved Somebody? By Olivia Salter Word Count: 4012 The morning she saw him again, the sky was the color of bruises—lavender smu...