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Friday, November 8, 2024

The Last Patient of Disease X by Olivia Salter | Short Story



The Last Patient of Disease X


By Olivia Salter



Word Count: 6,363


In Grayson, they whispered about Disease X as though even speaking its name might summon it. What had begun as a distant threat in neighboring towns had arrived, slipping past the borders and infesting every street, every home. The disease was merciless, leaving behind hollow shells of the people it touched, each victim seemingly worse off than the last. Most townspeople clung to a willful denial, trying to outrun the inevitable, while others locked themselves away, praying they’d be overlooked.

Dr. Lena Harper was one of the last doctors at Grayson General, a hospital that once brimmed with life but was now a shadow of its former self. The few doctors and nurses who remained shuffled through the empty, dim corridors like ghosts, bound by duty yet dreading the dawn of each day. Disease X moved swiftly, reducing its victims to fragile, gasping shells before taking their minds, leaving them babbling, hallucinating, or clawing at invisible phantoms. For months, Lena had fought a battle that she knew was lost, yet still she stayed, numb with exhaustion and haunted by a quiet, creeping sense of doom.

One evening, just as she was about to leave, the paramedics brought in a patient, nearly unconscious. The man was around her age, with deep, ebony skin that stood out starkly against the sterile white hospital sheets. His eyes, however, were wide open and intensely focused, as though he was seeing something she couldn’t.

Lena approached him cautiously, clipboard in hand, already noting the familiar symptoms—labored breathing, flushed skin, the beginning signs of delirium. But there was a sharpness in his gaze, a strange lucidity, that set him apart from any other patient she’d treated.

“Name?” Lena asked, pen poised.

He only smiled, a slow, unsettling smile that held a terrible knowing. “Names don’t matter,” he whispered, his voice rasping. “But I know yours. Lena Harper.”

Her hand froze mid-sentence, and she felt a chill prickle the back of her neck. She had never seen him before. She was sure of it.

“And what do you know about me?” she asked, trying to keep her tone steady.

His gaze never wavered, piercing and uncomfortably direct. “You’re the one they’ve been waiting for,” he replied softly. “The last one.”

“The last of what?” Lena’s voice cracked, her usual professional detachment slipping. She felt as though she were asking a question that shouldn’t be answered.

“The last one who can see the truth,” he murmured, the smile never fading from his cracked lips. “Disease X wasn’t born of nature. It was born of us.”

His words sent a spike of fear through her. She’d heard her patients babble strange, ominous things before, but this was different. This wasn’t rambling—this was something darker, something that made her heart race as if in warning.

“Tell me how to help you,” she managed, her voice strained. “What do you mean, ‘born of us’?”

He reached out, his hand cold and trembling, and she took it instinctively. “Disease X,” he said, his grip tightening, “is judgment. Our punishment. The world needed cleansing.”

Her stomach twisted, and she opened her mouth to say something, anything, but the man’s body shuddered violently. Blood speckled his lips as his breathing grew faint, his gaze still locked onto hers. “Don’t look for a cure, Lena. Look beyond the disease. Only understanding can free you.”

His eyes dulled, his grip loosened, and he fell silent.

Lena sat there for a moment, his words echoing in her mind, filling her with an inexplicable sense of dread. She laid his hand back on the bed, her own fingers trembling, and stood up slowly, swallowing the tightness in her throat. The air around her felt thick, suffocating, as if some unseen force had seeped into the room.

As she turned to leave, her gaze caught her reflection in the darkened glass of the hallway door. But what she saw made her heart stutter: a shadow standing directly behind her, too solid, too close, with eyes that glowed with an unnatural, knowing light.

She whipped around, but the hallway was empty. Just her reflection, staring back at her, pale and shaken.

***

Lena’s nights became fitful, her dreams filled with faces—the patients she’d lost, their hollow eyes staring, their lips moving in silent accusations. Whispers filled her mind, fragments of the man’s words: “Disease X is judgment… born of us… a curse to cleanse.” She woke drenched in sweat, feeling that the shadows in her room had grown closer, more watchful.

Each day at the hospital, the strange presence seemed to thicken, and she began noticing things—faint scribblings on the walls, messages left by delirious patients before their deaths. Phrases that she’d never paid attention to before, yet now resonated: “The sins of the fathers…” “Our own darkness…” “Look beyond.”

A gnawing paranoia took hold of her. She spent hours in the hospital’s archives, sifting through patient files, newspaper clippings, any shred of information on Disease X’s origins. What she found was nothing short of disturbing: correlations between outbreaks and disasters, patterns that seemed far too specific, too orchestrated. Disease X wasn’t just a virus. It was something far older, a force that surfaced whenever humanity veered too close to its own undoing.

One evening, she saw it—a dark mark on her skin, small but unmistakable, right at the base of her wrist. Her breath caught, and she stared, frozen, as the room seemed to tilt around her. It was happening. The curse was finally reaching her.

But she understood now: Disease X wasn’t here to take her; it was here to reveal something. She couldn’t run from it. It was a reflection of all she and everyone around her had ignored, all the warnings dismissed, the signs unseen.

As the days passed, she began to see things she hadn’t before—spectral figures lurking in the corners, familiar faces flickering in the shadows. Disease X wasn’t just death; it was unveiling hidden truths, turning the world inside out.

And as the mark grew darker, spreading slowly up her arm, Lena Harper knew she’d been chosen not to be cured, but to witness the reckoning Disease X had brought.

***

The mark on Lena’s wrist darkened day by day, its edges creeping like ink under her skin, transforming into something almost vine-like as it spiraled up her forearm. It felt alive, burning and cold at once, as if it held its own pulse. Each day she wrapped it tightly under bandages, hiding the mark from her few remaining colleagues, but she knew her time was slipping away.

And with each day, the hospital grew stranger, as if reacting to her slow transformation. The walls seemed to shiver and hum, and the halls felt longer, stretching into darkened distances that hadn’t been there before. More than once, she saw shadows shifting in her peripheral vision, only to vanish when she turned. She stopped trying to understand, stopped trying to convince herself it was stress or fatigue.

But it was the faces—faces of those she’d lost—that haunted her most. She saw them everywhere: the patient who’d whispered his curse to her, his hollow eyes following her from reflections, the elderly woman whose heart had failed, her face warped in the reflection of the stainless steel cabinets. She was losing the line between life and death, past and present.

One night, Lena found herself wandering down to the hospital basement, her footsteps heavy against the silence. She couldn’t remember what had drawn her there, but the sensation in her arm burned hotter with each step, as if guiding her forward.

The basement had always been avoided by staff, used only for storage and seldom accessed by anyone but janitors. But tonight, as Lena opened the door, she found herself looking into a hallway that didn’t seem to belong to her hospital. It was a corridor she’d never seen before, darker, the walls covered in unfamiliar symbols and faded writing in languages she couldn’t read.

At the end of the corridor was a single, dimly lit door.

She hesitated, instinctively pulling back, but the mark on her arm pulsed in response, as if urging her forward. She gritted her teeth and walked down the hall, the shadows seeming to close in around her with each step.

When she reached the door, she saw a plaque, tarnished and ancient, inscribed with words that looked vaguely familiar: Quarantine Lab 9 — Project X.

Heart pounding, she pushed the door open and stepped inside. The room was small, walls lined with old, rusted filing cabinets and shelves of forgotten medical equipment covered in dust. But at the center of the room stood a single table with a thick, leather-bound journal, its pages yellowed with age.

Her hands trembled as she opened the journal. Inside were notes—clinical, detached, detailing experiments from decades past. Pages and pages of detailed observations about a strain of disease, something unnatural. They spoke of tests on the immune system, the potential for adaptation, and more disturbingly, notes about harnessing a “dark symbiosis.”

One line, scrawled hastily near the end, caught her eye: Disease X is not a pathogen—it’s an awakening.

Lena’s breath hitched. She flipped through the journal, past more illegible scrawlings, sketches of strange creatures, anatomical drawings that blurred the lines between human and something else entirely. The last page was a single message, written in a hurried hand: Whoever reads this—your mind will open, and Disease X will claim you. You are the key to the world’s cleansing.

The words sent a shock through her. She clutched her arm, feeling the mark throb like a second heartbeat. In the silence of that basement room, she finally understood: Disease X wasn’t meant to kill. It was meant to change, to unearth the parts of humanity buried too deep, parts people had tried to hide or forget. And she—marked, chosen—was destined to lead others to that truth.

She staggered back, heart pounding. The journal slipped from her hands and hit the floor with a dull thud.

But the room wasn’t empty anymore.

The shadows coalesced, thickening, taking shape, until the spectral forms of her past patients filled the room, watching her with knowing, silent eyes. Some she recognized; others were faces lost to memory, the forgotten and the nameless who had died before her. Their gazes bore into her, cold and relentless, as though waiting for her to speak, to act.

Lena backed against the wall, her breaths coming in shallow gasps. But even as she trembled, she knew there was no turning back.

“Why me?” she whispered, clutching her arm as if the mark might answer.

One of the figures stepped forward, the patient who had warned her. He lifted a finger to his lips in a silent command for silence, then pointed at her arm, his eyes burning with intensity.

Understand.

The word echoed in her mind, clear and undeniable.

As she stood there, surrounded by the silent, unearthly crowd, she felt something break open inside her—a dark, surreal clarity flooding her mind. She saw Grayson, her town, her world—all ravaged by the same hidden sickness. She saw humanity’s endless, cyclical corruption, the way they poisoned their land, each other, themselves. Disease X was more than a plague; it was a reckoning, a mirror to the darkness they had sown. And she, Lena Harper, was its witness, its prophet.

When she finally left the basement, she wasn’t the same. Her eyes held a new light, her step a strange confidence, as if she carried a secret the world had yet to understand.

The mark on her arm had stopped spreading, but now it was more than a mark; it was a promise.

And as Lena walked through the empty hospital corridors, the shadows seemed to follow her, silent companions on her path to a new world that was waiting to be awakened.

***

Lena moved through the hospital halls as though guided by an unseen force, the figures of the dead trailing her in eerie silence, their presence an unspoken reminder of her purpose. Her mind buzzed with fragments of memories, visions, and secrets she hadn’t known until now, truths that simmered just beneath the surface of conscious thought. Disease X wasn’t the end—it was a beginning, a forced evolution, something that had been lying dormant, waiting to rise when humanity had reached the tipping point.

As Lena ascended from the basement, she realized her steps were no longer her own. She felt tethered to something larger, a consciousness that had spread across the town and beyond, connecting her with the very disease she once feared. She knew she was no longer simply Lena Harper, the doctor battling against an epidemic—she was becoming part of it.

When she reached the hospital lobby, she noticed that the few remaining staff members had gathered, watching her in confusion and fear. She could see the look in their eyes—the look of people who could sense something had shifted, something was no longer right. A nurse named Maria took a tentative step forward, her face pale.

“Dr. Harper,” she stammered, glancing nervously at the spectral figures lingering in Lena’s wake, though to her they appeared only as shadowy smudges, uneasy presences that unsettled the air. “Are… are you okay?”

Lena felt the question settle into her mind like a weight, a reminder of the boundary between herself and the others who were still untouched by Disease X’s deeper purpose. She smiled softly, her eyes distant, as if she were seeing beyond the walls, beyond Grayson itself.

“We’re all going to be okay, Maria,” she replied, her voice calm yet laced with something unfamiliar, something almost serene. “But things are about to change. Everything we know… it’s about to evolve.”

Maria and the others exchanged worried glances, but no one dared to ask what she meant. They watched, silent and anxious, as Lena walked past them and out of the hospital, her shadow long and distorted under the cold, flickering streetlights.

Outside, Grayson lay quiet and still, the town in an eerie lull, as if it, too, were holding its breath. Lena’s footsteps echoed as she moved down the empty streets, feeling the weight of the town pressing in around her, the buildings like guard whose job is to stand and keep watch. She could feel Disease X pulsing through the air, an unseen energy, thick and pervasive, drawing her toward the heart of the town.

When she reached Grayson’s central square, she was met by a scattering of townspeople—faces etched with the same weariness she herself had known for months. They’d heard rumors of a strange woman in the hospital, someone marked by Disease X, someone who had survived it in a way no one else had. She could see the mixture of fear and fascination in their eyes, the way they instinctively recoiled yet couldn’t look away.

One man stepped forward—a local teacher named Tom, who had lost his wife to the disease only weeks before. His face was drawn, pale with grief and fatigue, but his eyes held a glimmer of hope, as if Lena’s presence were a sign he’d been waiting for.

“Is it true?” he asked, his voice rough, cracking under the strain of unspoken questions. “Are you… are you different now?”

Lena looked at him, her gaze steady and calm, and nodded. “Disease X isn’t what we thought,” she replied, her voice carrying across the square. “It’s more than a sickness. It’s a reckoning—a chance to face ourselves, to evolve beyond what we are. It’s painful, yes. But it’s necessary.”

A murmur rippled through the crowd. Some people backed away, horrified by her words, while others leaned in, caught between fear and wonder.

“Why us?” an elderly woman whispered, clutching her shawl as if it could protect her. “What did we do to deserve this?”

Lena took a step forward, her voice quiet yet resonant, as if carried by an unseen wind. “This isn’t about punishment—it’s about survival. Disease X has come to strip away the illusions we’ve built around ourselves, to reveal the truth of what we’ve become. And those who face it, who understand it, will be part of what comes next.”

The crowd’s reactions grew more intense. Some began to weep; others stood motionless, staring at her as if she were a harbinger, a prophet. And among them, Lena could see faint shadows hovering—ghostly forms watching in silent approval, as if they, too, understood what lay ahead.

Tom’s voice broke the silence. “What do we have to do?”

Lena met his gaze, her own eyes calm, almost kind. “We have to embrace it,” she said. “Disease X isn’t here to destroy us. It’s here to change us—to make us face the darkness we’ve ignored, the truth of who we are. It will be painful, yes. But those who accept it will survive.”

A sense of understanding dawned in Tom’s eyes, and he nodded, his hand clenched in a tight fist. One by one, others followed, hesitant yet determined. Some looked at her as if she held their only salvation, while others gazed in fear, uncertain of what embracing Disease X might mean.

As Lena turned away, leading the townspeople back down the streets of Grayson, she felt a swell of purpose filling her, something vast and unstoppable, as if she were a part of the town itself now, bound to its fate. Disease X was no longer a curse but a calling, a doorway to something beyond the limitations of the world they’d known.

In the distance, a low, pulsing hum began to vibrate through the air, like the slow heartbeat of the town itself. The lights flickered, shadows stretching and blending, as the town fell silent, waiting.

Lena Harper knew there would be no going back.

As Grayson’s lights dimmed, the darkness crept in, quiet and powerful, claiming the town one heartbeat at a time.

***

In the quiet of the night, Grayson became a living, breathing entity, as if the town itself were awakening, stirred by Lena’s presence and the townspeople’s newfound determination. The shadows seemed to thicken, swirling like smoke, blurring the lines between physical and spectral. Lena led the townspeople through the streets, past homes and buildings that seemed to pulse with a strange, low energy, the very walls humming with the same resonance that throbbed through her own body.

It was as if Disease X had woven itself into the fabric of Grayson, a dark force connecting each person to something deeper, something beyond their individual fears and hopes. Lena could feel it—the presence of the dead lingering alongside the living, watching, guiding, waiting for the transformation they knew was coming.

The townspeople followed her in a dazed procession, some clutching each other’s hands, others trailing behind with faces twisted in a mixture of fear and awe. Tom, the teacher, walked close to her, his face drawn but resolute. He seemed to represent the tension within them all—a man torn between the human instinct to run from danger and the knowledge that something greater was at play, something that could not be avoided.

“Where are we going, Dr. Harper?” he asked in a low voice, his eyes darting to the shadowed figures that followed them, specters of the loved ones lost to Disease X.

Lena didn’t look back. She didn’t need to—she could feel the dead all around her, their presence a quiet comfort, a reminder that she was not alone. “We’re going to the place where Disease X first took root,” she replied, her voice steady, filled with a calm that surprised even herself. “The heart of this town, the place we’ve all forgotten but that remembers us.”

The townspeople exchanged uneasy glances, but no one questioned her. They moved in silence, following her down streets that seemed to twist and turn in unfamiliar ways, leading them deeper into Grayson, into parts of the town they barely recognized.

Finally, they reached the edge of the old cemetery. The iron gate was rusted and crooked, vines and overgrowth obscuring the ancient headstones that lay within. The air was thick with an unnatural stillness, as if time had stopped within the cemetery’s boundaries, trapping the dead in an eternal, silent vigil.

Lena pushed open the gate, the creak of metal echoing through the night, and stepped inside. The townspeople followed, hesitant, glancing nervously at the headstones, some marked with the names of their own ancestors, names that had long since faded from memory. They gathered in a loose circle around Lena, waiting, their breaths shallow, eyes wide with a mixture of dread and anticipation.

“This is where it all began,” Lena said, her voice carrying across the open ground. “Disease X didn’t come from outside. It’s always been here, festering beneath the surface, waiting for us to remember it.”

Tom took a step forward, confusion and fear etched into his face. “What do you mean? We thought this disease came from somewhere else, that it was… contagious.”

Lena looked at him, her eyes dark and unwavering. “Disease X isn’t a virus, Tom. It’s a mirror. It’s our own sins, our darkness, brought to life. The more we tried to ignore it, the stronger it became, feeding off our denial, our selfishness, our disregard for each other and for the world around us.”

A hush fell over the crowd as her words settled over them, each person wrestling with the weight of her revelation. Lena could see the fear in their faces, but also a dawning recognition, a sense of truth they had felt but never wanted to acknowledge.

“It’s not here to kill us,” she continued, her voice softening, her gaze sweeping across the crowd. “It’s here to give us a chance. To look at ourselves, truly, and to change. To confront the parts of ourselves we’ve buried, the parts we’re ashamed of. Disease X is the reckoning we’ve been running from.”

One by one, the townspeople nodded, their expressions shifting from fear to something quieter, more resolute. Tom closed his eyes, a tear slipping down his cheek, and reached out to take Lena’s hand. She felt the warmth of his grip, the strength in it, a silent promise of unity in the face of the unknown.

In that moment, the ground beneath them began to tremble, a low, steady vibration that rose from deep within the earth. The headstones seemed to quiver, shadows lengthening as the moonlight dimmed, the air thickening with an energy that felt ancient, primal. The specters around them flickered, their forms sharpening, faces emerging—faces of those who had succumbed to Disease X, faces filled with sorrow, but also with something that looked like forgiveness.

Lena felt the mark on her arm throb, heat spreading through her body, and she knew the final stage was beginning.

“Everyone, join hands,” she said, her voice barely more than a whisper, but it carried, each person obeying without question. They formed a circle around her, a single, unbroken line, standing as one.

The specters moved closer, filling in the spaces between the living, their hands joining with those of their loved ones. Lena watched, feeling a surge of emotion as the dead and the living united, bound by the same purpose, the same desire for redemption.

The ground trembled harder, and from the center of the circle, a faint, silvery light began to rise, swirling upward like mist, illuminating the faces around her. The light spread, casting a glow over the cemetery, and within it, Lena could see glimpses of what could be—a vision of a world cleansed, a world that had faced its darkness and emerged renewed.

The townspeople gasped as the light filled them, a warmth spreading through their bodies, healing, cleansing. Lena could feel Disease X receding from within her, dissolving into the light, its purpose fulfilled. She understood now—it had been a guide, a catalyst, not an end but a beginning.

As the light faded, Lena looked around at the townspeople, their faces transformed, filled with a new understanding, a quiet peace. The specters had disappeared, their purpose complete, leaving only the living, standing in the stillness of the night.

Tom looked at Lena, his face illuminated with a serene, almost joyful expression. “It’s over,” he whispered, his voice trembling.

Lena nodded, feeling the weight of her journey lift, replaced by a lightness she had never known. Disease X had left them, but its lessons would remain, a scar on the town that would remind them of the path they had taken, the darkness they had faced and overcome.

And as they left the cemetery, the dawn breaking over Grayson in gentle shades of pink and gold, Lena knew that the town—and everyone in it—had been forever changed.

***

The sun rose over Grayson, casting a soft glow that bathed the town in warmth, touching each building, each street, as if to welcome it back to life. For the first time in months, the air felt clear, cleansed of the oppressive, heavy presence that had lingered since Disease X began its dark spread. The townspeople wandered out from the cemetery, still holding hands, their faces lined with a mixture of exhaustion and awe, as if emerging from a shared, half-remembered dream.

Lena stood at the cemetery’s gate, watching as the townspeople began to disperse. She could see it in their eyes—a new understanding, a quiet strength. Disease X had forced them to confront their own frailties, their mistakes, the hidden darkness within each of them, but it had also brought them closer together, forging a bond that could never be broken. It was as if they had been granted a second chance, not just at life, but at living in a way that mattered.

Tom lingered nearby, his eyes still filled with wonder, and he approached Lena, hesitant but grateful. “Dr. Harper,” he said, his voice thick with emotion, “I… I don’t know how to thank you. What you did—it saved us. It saved me.”

Lena shook her head gently, a soft, bittersweet smile crossing her face. “I didn’t save anyone, Tom. Disease X… it was always within us. All I did was listen. I finally understood what it was trying to teach us.”

Tom nodded, though he still seemed to struggle with the enormity of it all. “But now what? How do we go back to our lives after this?”

Lena looked out at the town, the familiar streets and buildings, the places she had known her entire life but now saw through new eyes. “We don’t go back,” she said softly. “We go forward. Disease X was a mirror, a warning of what could happen if we kept living in denial, hiding from ourselves and each other. Now, we have to remember that warning. We have to build something better.”

As she spoke, she felt a strange mixture of sadness and hope. Disease X had changed her irrevocably, leaving a mark deeper than the one on her arm. She knew she could never fully return to her old life, to the simplicity and certainty that had once defined her days. She was part of something larger now, a guardian of the truth they had uncovered.

The townspeople had returned to their homes, embracing their loved ones, finding solace in the ordinary comforts of life, yet Lena could sense a new energy in them, a quiet determination that had replaced the fear and distrust that had once clouded their interactions. She could hear laughter drifting from open windows, could see neighbors gathering, talking, sharing in a way that hadn’t happened in Grayson for years. Disease X had stripped them bare, had brought them to the edge, but now, as survivors, they were stronger.

Lena felt a sudden pull, an urge to leave the town and take what she had learned to others. She knew there were countless communities like Grayson, places where people lived in denial, hiding from their own darkness, unaware of the reckoning that could come at any moment. Disease X might have taken root here first, but it was not finished. It was part of something ancient, something that waited within humanity, a darkness that could only be transformed through awareness and change.

She glanced at Tom, who seemed to sense her thoughts. “You’re leaving, aren’t you?”

She nodded slowly, a mixture of sorrow and purpose settling over her. “I have to, Tom. Disease X isn’t just in Grayson. It’s everywhere. If people don’t understand it, don’t confront it… then they’ll face the same fate we almost did. I need to help them see before it’s too late.”

Tom’s face fell, but he nodded in understanding. “I’ll make sure Grayson remembers,” he promised. “We won’t forget what happened here. We’ll keep it alive, even if you’re not here to remind us.”

A tear slipped down Lena’s cheek, but she didn’t wipe it away. She embraced Tom, feeling the strength in his hold, knowing he would carry her message, her purpose, in her absence. As she pulled away, she took one last look at Grayson, her home, the place that had been both her prison and her salvation. The town seemed to shimmer in the morning light, the streets washed clean, the air fresh, as if waiting to be born anew.

With a final, lingering glance, she turned and began walking down the road, her steps light but her heart heavy with the weight of what she carried. She didn’t know where her journey would take her, only that it had begun here, in this small, forgotten town that had faced its own darkness and survived.

As she walked, she could feel the presence of the shadows at her back, the silent watchers who had guided her, who would follow her wherever she went. They were not malevolent—they were simply the truths that humanity kept hidden, the reminders of what lay within every soul. Disease X was no longer a curse, but a calling, a reminder that only by facing the darkness could people hope to find the light.

And so Lena Harper walked on, into the unknown, carrying the truth of Disease X with her, a truth that could not be ignored, a truth that might yet save them all.

***

Lena traveled from town to town, crossing through cities and villages where whispers of Disease X had already begun to take root. Each place held its own secrets, its own pockets of fear and denial, people too afraid or too proud to confront the shadows lurking within their lives. And in every place, Lena became both healer and herald, a quiet presence with haunted eyes, speaking of the truth that had transformed Grayson. Some towns welcomed her, drawn to the quiet authority in her voice, the strange calm that seemed to follow her. Others turned her away, unable or unwilling to believe that the true source of Disease X could be found within their own hearts.

In each place, she saw faces filled with the same desperation she’d once seen in Grayson, people waiting for a cure that would never come in the form they expected. They clung to rumors of vaccines, of treatments that might shield them from Disease X, as if they could ward off the reckoning it carried with nothing more than a pill. Lena knew better now. Disease X wasn’t something that could be eradicated from the outside; it was a force that demanded transformation from within.

One evening, she arrived in a town not unlike Grayson—a small, close-knit community nestled in the shadows of dense forests. The people of this town, Eldridge, were wary and insular, with distrustful eyes that watched her as she passed. She sensed the same silent fear lingering in the air, but here it was sharper, darker, as though the townspeople had long ago accepted an unspoken pact to bury their secrets deep, never to be unearthed.

When she reached the town square, she saw a cluster of people gathered around a crude altar set up in the open, candles flickering around a strange, dark symbol painted on the ground. Eldridge had already started its own desperate ritual, hoping to appease the disease, to ward it off with offerings and prayers. She watched as they chanted, their voices low and fervent, their eyes filled with a mixture of hope and dread.

“Who are you?” a voice called out, breaking through the murmurs. A man stepped forward, his face lined and weathered, his eyes dark with suspicion. He looked her up and down, as though trying to discern whether she carried the disease herself.

“My name is Lena Harper,” she replied, her voice calm, steady. “I’ve come to help you understand Disease X, to show you the truth of what it is.”

The man scoffed, crossing his arms. “We don’t need your help. We’re handling it our own way.”

Lena took a slow breath, feeling the weight of her journey, the countless lives she’d already touched, those who had accepted and those who had refused. “Disease X isn’t something you can drive away with rituals or symbols. It’s not a punishment from outside—it’s a reflection of what we carry within.”

The townspeople exchanged uneasy glances, some looking away, others frowning as if her words struck a nerve they didn’t want exposed. But a young woman in the crowd, her face haggard and tired, took a hesitant step forward.

“You… you mean it’s something we’ve done? Something we carry inside of us?”

Lena nodded, meeting the woman’s eyes with quiet intensity. “Yes. Disease X shows us what we’ve hidden, what we’ve tried to forget. It demands honesty, a reckoning with our own choices, our own darkness.”

A murmur rippled through the crowd, some faces softening with a glimmer of understanding, while others turned colder, defensive. The man from before stepped closer, his face hardened, his eyes narrowing as he looked Lena up and down. “So, you’re saying this is our fault?” he demanded, his voice laced with bitterness. “That we deserve this? Disease X took my wife, my brother—how dare you come here and tell us that this was something we brought on ourselves?”

Lena held his gaze, her heart heavy with the weight of his loss. She knew that nothing she could say would ease his pain, but she also knew that the truth could not be softened. “I’m not here to blame anyone,” she said quietly. “I’m here to help. We didn’t create Disease X to suffer; it’s here to teach us. The things we fear, the things we hide—they don’t disappear just because we ignore them. They grow. Disease X is our own darkness, grown too big to stay hidden.”

For a long moment, the man stared at her, his mouth set in a tight line. The crowd around him was silent, the weight of her words settling like a shroud over them all. She could see the struggle in their faces, the battle between disbelief and the nagging feeling that, on some level, they knew she was right.

The young woman stepped forward again, her eyes wide, searching. “If… if Disease X is something inside us, how do we cure it?” she asked, her voice trembling. “How can we get rid of it?”

Lena took a step forward, her voice carrying through the gathering dusk. “Disease X isn’t something we can cure by fighting it. It’s something we can only transform by facing it. We need to confront the things we’ve done, the ways we’ve hurt others, the parts of ourselves we’ve buried in shame. It means taking responsibility, not only for ourselves but for each other.”

The crowd shifted uneasily, the truth of her words uncomfortable but undeniable. For so long, they’d waited for someone to come with a miracle, a quick fix that would banish the disease and let them return to their lives as before. But there was no going back—not for them, not for anyone touched by Disease X.

The man shook his head, a bitter laugh escaping his lips. “You’re asking us to do the impossible,” he muttered. “People don’t change. They don’t want to see their own flaws, their own darkness.”

Lena’s gaze softened, her voice filled with a quiet dedication. “I know it’s hard. But I’ve seen what happens when we don’t try. Disease X will keep coming, it will keep spreading, until we’re ready to face it. This isn’t about punishment—it’s about survival. It’s about saving each other.”

Slowly, the townspeople began to nod, some exchanging murmurs, others looking down as they wrestled with the shadows within themselves. The young woman took another step forward, her hand outstretched. “If… if you’ll help us, Dr. Harper, I’ll try. I don’t want to lose anyone else.”

Lena took the woman’s hand, feeling the warmth of her touch, the fragility of her faith mixed with a newfound strength. One by one, others in the crowd extended their hands, forming a circle around her. She could see the fear in their eyes, the pain of what they’d lost, but also a glimmer of hope—a willingness to change, to face what they’d once been too afraid to acknowledge.

In that moment, the air around them grew still, the weight of Disease X shifting, loosening its grip as the townspeople stood together, united in a shared purpose. Lena knew that this was only the beginning, that the journey ahead would be long and difficult. But for the first time since leaving Grayson, she felt a deep, abiding hope.

Together, they would face Disease X—not as victims, but as survivors, as people who had found the courage to confront their own darkness. And as the townspeople of Eldridge began their journey, Lena continued on her path, knowing that each place she reached would bring them all one step closer to a world where the shadows held no more fear, only the promise of transformation.

Thursday, November 7, 2024

The Golden Mirage: A Tale of Illusion and Self-Discovery by Olivia Salter | Short Story

 



The Golden Mirage: A Tale of Illusion and Self-Discovery


By Olivia Salter


Word Count: 2,921

Miami nights pulsed with a hypnotic energy, an irresistible siren call that summoned the restless and ambitious. The humid air clung to skin like a velvet glove, heavy with the scent of salt from the Atlantic ocean. Neon lights flickered against the pavement, casting streaks of vivid pink and electric blue onto the bustling streets, as if the very soul of the city had spilled out into the night.

Layla Jackson strode down the sidewalk, a vision of curated perfection. Her golden-blonde wig shimmered under the streetlights, its waves cascading down her back, contrasting sharply with the deep brown of her skin. Her baby hairs were expertly sculpted into delicate swoops, framing her face like an exotic crown. Layla’s eyes sparkled under the thick, fan-like lashes she wore, lashes that made every blink seem like a calculated gesture. Her lips, painted a deep crimson, curled into a confident smile as she admired her reflection in a storefront window.

This wasn’t just any night for Layla. She wasn’t dressed up for a casual outing or a carefree dance under Miami’s stars. Tonight was a mission. She had one goal in mind: to captivate Brandon Wallace, the unofficial king of the Miami club scene. Her appearance, her allure, was her weapon in a game where beauty and charm were the currency of influence.

Euphoria, the city’s most exclusive nightclub, danced ahead, its line wrapping around the block with hopefuls eager to experience a taste of the elite life. But for Layla, there was no waiting. The bouncer, who had come to know her name, lifted the velvet rope without a word, granting her entrance into the glittering world beyond. Inside, the pounding bass of the music surrounded her, the rhythm synchronizing with the beat of her heart.

Layla surveyed the scene with practiced precision. The club was packed, a swirling mass of bodies moving in time with the music, but her eyes were fixed on one man—Brandon. Seated in his VIP section, surrounded by his entourage of models and athletes, Brandon held court like royalty, every move he made commanding attention.

Layla felt her pulse quicken as she made her way through the horde of partygoers, the anticipation building in her chest. She had spent hours perfecting her appearance, crafting a version of herself designed to dazzle. This was her chance to seize the attention of the man who could open doors she had only dreamed of walking through.

She was close now, close enough to feel the magnetic pull of Brandon’s presence. He glanced up from his conversation, and their eyes met—his dark, assessing gaze locking onto hers. A slow, almost invisible smirk tugged at the corner of his lips. He saw her. She was sure of it. For a brief moment, the world around them seemed to fade, the pulsating music and flashing lights dimming in comparison to the intensity of his stare.

Layla’s heart raced, but she kept her composure, slipping effortlessly into his booth as though she had always belonged there.

***

The booth was a realm of self-indulgence—luxurious leather seats, bottles of the finest champagne on ice, and a scent of power that lingered in the air. Layla sat beside Brandon, her body language poised, yet relaxed, as if she hadn’t meticulously planned every movement. The other women in the booth, draped in designer labels and dripping with jewels, barely registered her presence. They were competing, each longing for Brandon’s attention, but Layla had no intention of competing. She was here to win.

Brandon turned to her, his expression unreadable but his interest piqued. "You look familiar," he said, his voice smooth and low, like a jazz melody played just before dawn.

"Maybe you’ve seen me around," Layla replied, her tone playful, with just a hint of mystery.

Brandon’s gaze lingered on her, taking in the shimmer of her wig, the curve of her lips. He was used to women falling over themselves to impress him, but Layla was different. She didn’t throw herself at him. She sat, composed, letting him come to her.

For the next hour, they talked. Layla was careful—calculated. She laughed at his jokes, leaned in at the right moments, kept her responses brief but engaging. Her perfume—a mix of sweet vanilla and something dark and musky—hung in the air, tantalizing, drawing him in. She wasn’t here to dominate the conversation, just to dominate his thoughts.

Yet, as the night wore on, Layla noticed a subtle shift. Brandon’s attention, once focused solely on her, began to waver. His eyes started to wander, drifting over to the leggy model sitting across from him, her laugh tinkling like glass breaking. Layla’s stomach tightened, a wave of dread rising up from deep within her. She had been so close, so sure of her victory, but now she could feel the opportunity slipping through her fingers like sand.

She leaned in closer, lowering her voice to a sultry whisper. “Let’s get out of here,” she suggested, her lips brushing against his ear, sending a shiver down her own spine.

But Brandon barely glanced at her. “Maybe later,” he said, his tone casual, dismissive. His gaze was already elsewhere.

The rejection stung, sharp and unexpected, like a slap across the face. Layla’s chest tightened, her breath catching in her throat. She had spent all night crafting this perfect moment, shaping herself into the fantasy she thought he wanted, only to be tossed aside like she was nothing.

For the first time that night, Layla felt invisible.

***

The moment she stepped out of Euphoria, the cool night air hit her like a wall, the sharp contrast from the stifling heat of the club jarring her senses. Layla ripped the wig from her head, her natural curls springing free as the weight of the golden hair tumbled into her hand. She had spent so long hiding behind it, behind the persona she had crafted, but now it felt like a burden she couldn’t wait to shed.

She stood there on the sidewalk, breathing in the salty air, feeling the cool breeze on her scalp. The noise of the club faded behind her, replaced by the distant hum of the city waking up to a new day. Miami had always been like that—alive, constantly in motion, indifferent to the lives that played out beneath its neon-lit surface.

Layla felt hollow. She had spent so many nights chasing after the dream—the glamour, the attention, the validation. Every night she had deck herself out in her wig and her makeup, transforming herself into someone else, hoping that it would be enough to catch someone’s eye. But tonight, she had seen the truth: it was never enough. Not for them, and not for her.

Her phone buzzed in her pocket, pulling her from her thoughts. It was Tasha. Where are you?

For a moment, Layla considered going to meet her. Another club, another chance, another night to put on the show. But something inside her had shifted. The thought of stepping back into the performance, of pretending for one more night, felt unbearable.

I’m headed home. The words felt heavy as she typed them, but also freeing, like cutting loose from the weight of expectation she had carried for so long.

As she started walking, her heels clicking softly against the pavement, Layla realized how tired she was. Not just physically, but in every way that mattered. Tired of pretending, tired of chasing after a dream that wasn’t hers. Every step she took felt like shedding an old skin, leaving behind the girl who had spent years molding herself into what others wanted.

The streets were quiet, the only sound the distant crash of waves against the shore and the occasional hum of a passing car. Layla glanced up, catching her reflection in the glass windows of a shop. Without the wig, without the makeup, she looked like herself—really herself—for the first time in a long time. Her natural curls framed her face, wild and free, and for the first time, she didn’t feel the need to hide them.

***

By the time she reached her apartment, the sun was just beginning to rise, casting a soft, golden light over the city. Layla slipped inside, the silence of her small studio welcoming her like an old friend. She kicked off her heels, letting them clatter to the floor as she made her way to the bed, sinking into its softness with a sigh.

For the first time in what felt like forever, she allowed herself to be still. No music, no crowds, no need to impress. Just her, in the quiet. She glanced around the room at the remnants of her old life—the posters of supermodels, the designer shoes, the makeup palettes scattered across the vanity. It all felt foreign now, like a museum exhibit from a life she no longer recognized.

Her phone buzzed again, this time with a message from her mother. How are you doing, baby? Call me when you can.

Layla stared at the message, her heart aching with a sudden wave of guilt. She hadn’t called her mother in weeks, too caught up in the whirlwind of her Miami nights to make time for the one person who had always been there for her. Her mother had always believed in her, even when Layla didn’t believe in herself. But somewhere along the way, Layla had lost sight of that. Lost sight of everything that truly mattered.

She typed back quickly, I’m good, Mom. I’ll call you later. For the first time, she actually meant it. Something inside her had shifted, and the conversation she dreaded having, where she’d have to explain why her “big break” hadn’t happened yet, no longer filled her with fear.

***

The weeks following the email were a whirlwind of emotions for Layla, a delicate blend of excitement and nervous anticipation. It wasn’t just about the possibility of getting her stories published. It was about the significance of the journey that had brought her here, a winding road filled with false starts and illusions she had once chased. Every time she sat at her desk now, her words felt different—more intentional, more alive. There was a confidence in her voice that she hadn’t realized was there before, one that came not from external validation but from a deeper place of self-awareness.

The publishing house had asked for a few revisions, but they were minimal. Her stories already had a raw, authentic quality that resonated with readers, they said. They loved how her characters were complex and flawed, how they struggled with their identities in a world that so often forced them into narrow boxes. Layla’s stories were about women, like herself, who had spent their lives trying to fit in, only to discover that their power lay in breaking free from those expectations.

As she polished the final drafts of her stories, Layla couldn’t help but reflect on her own transformation. The woman she had been only a few months ago—desperate for attention, willing to play the game of appearances in Miami’s nightlife—felt like a distant memory. She had shed that version of herself, like a snake shedding its old skin. It was both a painful and liberating process, but Layla knew it had been necessary for her growth.

One day, as she sat at her small writing desk, the morning light filtering through her apartment’s curtains, Layla received a call from her mother. She smiled, knowing that her mom had been waiting for this moment for years—waiting for her daughter to find her way, to discover that she was enough, just as she was.

“Hey, baby,” her mother’s voice came through the line, warm and familiar. “How’s everything going? I’ve been thinking about you a lot lately.”

Layla leaned back in her chair, feeling a wave of gratitude wash over her. “I’m doing really good, Mom. Actually… I have some exciting news. My stories—they’re going to be published.”

There was a brief pause on the other end of the line before her mother responded, her voice thick with emotion. “Oh, Layla… I’m so proud of you. I always knew you had it in you, but I’m glad you’re finally seeing it for yourself.”

Layla blinked back tears, the weight of her mother’s words sinking in. She had always known that her mom believed in her, but hearing it now, after everything she had been through, made it feel even more real. “Thanks, Mom. I think I just needed to find my own way, you know?”

“And you did,” her mother replied softly. “You’ve always had that strength inside of you. I’m just glad you’re letting it shine now.”

As they continued talking, Layla felt a sense of peace settle over her. This conversation wasn’t just about sharing her success; it was about acknowledging the journey she had been on, the growth she had experienced, and the woman she had become. She knew that her mother’s support had been a constant force in her life, even during the times when she had felt lost or unsure of herself.

After they hung up, Layla sat in silence for a moment, reflecting on how much had changed. The girl who had once walked the neon-lit streets of Miami, searching for something she couldn’t quite name, had evolved into a woman who knew her own worth. The world didn’t define her anymore; she defined herself.

***

Months passed, and Layla’s book was finally released. It wasn’t a blockbuster bestseller, but it didn’t need to be. What mattered was the impact it had on the readers who connected with her stories—people who saw themselves in her words, who understood the struggles of trying to fit into a world that often made you feel like you didn’t belong.

The book received positive reviews, and Layla’s name began to be known in creative circles beyond Miami. Invitations to speak at small literary events and book clubs began to trickle in, and while she had never imagined herself as a public speaker, Layla embraced these new opportunities. She was no longer hiding behind a mask or trying to be someone she wasn’t. She was simply Layla—honest, vulnerable, and unapologetically herself.

One evening, after an intimate reading at a local bookstore, Layla was approached by a young woman who had been sitting quietly in the back of the room. She had short, curly hair and wore a simple, understated outfit that reminded Layla of herself before Miami had swept her into its glamorous circuit.

“Hi,” the woman said, her voice shy but warm. “I just wanted to say thank you. Your stories… they really spoke to me. I’ve been struggling a lot with feeling like I have to be someone I’m not, especially in this city. Reading your book made me feel like maybe I don’t have to keep pretending.”

Layla smiled, her heart swelling with empathy. She could see herself in this woman, in the way she seemed to be searching for something more real, something more genuine. “Thank you for sharing that,” Layla said softly. “I know how hard it can be, but trust me, the moment you start embracing who you really are, everything changes. You don’t have to play anyone else’s game.”

The woman nodded, her eyes glistening with unshed tears. “I needed to hear that. I’ve been so lost lately, but reading your stories… it gave me hope. I just wanted you to know that.”

As the woman walked away, Layla felt a sense of fulfillment that was deeper than any validation she had ever received from the nightlife scene or social media. This was what truly mattered—connecting with people on a real level, helping others see that they didn’t have to chase illusions to be worthy of love and respect.

***

In the months that followed, Layla continued to write, but now, her focus had shifted. She was no longer writing to prove herself to anyone. She was writing because it was her passion, because it was the way she made sense of the world. Her stories became less about external validation and more about internal discovery, about the quiet, often messy journey of self-acceptance.

She moved out of her small studio apartment and into a slightly larger place, one with a dedicated writing space and big windows that let in plenty of natural light. It was a symbol of the new life she had built for herself—a life that wasn’t defined by material wealth or status, but by creativity, authenticity, and a deep sense of purpose.

Layla’s relationships with her family and friends deepened as well. She reconnected with people she had once distanced herself from in her quest for fame, and she built new friendships with other creatives who valued her for who she truly was, not for the image she projected.

As Layla sat at her desk one morning, the sun streaming in through the windows, she opened a new notebook. The pages were blank, full of possibility, and as she pressed her pen to the paper, she felt a familiar sense of excitement—a reminder that, no matter how much she had grown, the journey was far from over.

Her story was still unfolding, but now, she was writing it on her own terms.

And this time, she knew that whatever came next, it would be real.

Wednesday, November 6, 2024

The Glimmer by Olivia Salter | Flash Fiction

  



The Glimmer


By Olivia Salter



Word Count: 958


It started at a barbecue. I was watching a man walk across the lawn, expecting him to stop at the fence, but he didn’t. He passed right through it, his form rippling as if distorted by heat waves. Our eyes met for a moment – his expression confused, almost pleading – before he disappeared, fading into the shadows. I glanced around, waiting for someone else to react, to gasp or laugh, but everyone was oblivious. Their voices, the smell of smoke from the grill – everything suddenly felt distant, like I was standing on the edge of two different worlds.

Later that night, I was reaching into the fridge when that same presence stirred again, a prickling along my skin. I closed the door slowly, and there he was, standing in the doorway, his gaze searching mine. He seemed more solid this time, his face lit by the faint kitchen glow, eyes dark and fixed on me. Heart pounding, I whispered, “Yes. I see you.”

There there was a shift in his face – a flicker of relief, maybe – and then he was gone, leaving a strange chill in the air. I stood there for a long moment, staring into the empty doorway, feeling as if I’d crossed an invisible line, as though I’d opened something I didn’t understand.


The visits began after that. They came in brief glimpses, flickering at the edges of my vision, slipping from shadow to shadow. At first, they were strangers, hazy shapes that seemed more like after-images than people. But soon, the faces grew familiar. One night, I saw Andrew – my childhood friend who had died in a car accident years ago.

Andrew appeared at the edge of my room, a half-formed figure cast in dim light. He looked just as he had that summer day, dirt smudged across his face from playing baseball. But his eyes… they weren’t the eyes I remembered. They were fixed on me, holding a sorrow that made my chest ache, as if he wanted to tell me something I couldn’t hear.

Seeing him, seeing all of them, left me feeling hollow, stretched thin, like each encounter was taking something from me. The exhaustion crept in, a deep weariness that sleep couldn’t touch. I’d stare at myself in the mirror, and my reflection looked back pale and drawn, with a strange glimmer in my eyes that I couldn’t explain – a light that seemed almost alive, flickering beneath the surface.

Friends started to notice. “You look haunted,” they’d joke, though their smiles always faltered, their gazes lingering on me too long. Sometimes they’d glance over their shoulders, staring at something just past me, as if they sensed what was hovering around the edges. And in the mirror, my reflection continued to shift, my eyes catching a gleam that felt foreign, unsettling.


One night, I woke to a heavy silence, the kind that fills a room like a storm about to break. The air was thick, unmoving, pressing in from all sides. I sensed them around me, shadows crowding the space, whispering fragments that brushed against my ears like cold breaths. I sat up, my skin prickling, and saw them, their shapes blurring in the darkness, their faces barely formed.

The room felt freezing, the air dense with an earthy, decaying scent, like damp soil. Shadows moved in the corners, brushing past my arms, my legs – invisible hands reaching out, tugging me toward them. My pulse hammered in my ears, and I managed to whisper, “Please… I don’t have anything left.”

For a moment, the whispers stopped. Silence settled, thick and uneasy, and I thought – maybe, just maybe – they would leave me alone. But then I caught a flicker of movement. My eyes drifted toward the window, and what I saw stopped my heart cold.

There, in the glass, was my reflection. But it wasn’t quite me.

The faint glow in my eyes had intensified, now pulsing with an unnatural, hungry light. My face looked hollow, skin stretched thin over bone, and my gaze… it was wrong, foreign, like something else was looking out from inside. My reflection didn’t blink or flinch, just stared back with that strange, fixed gleam, as if waiting. It was as though I was staring at a stranger – a stranger wearing my face.

A chill ran through me, a creeping understanding that settled like ice in my veins. Whatever they saw in me, whatever had first drawn them, had changed something deep inside. I wasn’t just seeing them; I was becoming their doorway – a conduit, a bridge they could cross whenever they wanted. I tried to look away, to tear my eyes from the reflection, but it held me, the glow growing brighter, flickering like a spark that was slowly catching fire.

I couldn’t tell where they ended and I began. Their whispers slithered into my thoughts, filling my mind with a language I couldn’t understand, yet somehow knew was a part of me now. Their faces – Andrew, the man from the lawn, all those half-seen strangers – hovered in the glass, crowding around my own. And in that moment, I understood: they weren’t just here to be seen. They were here to stay.

I reached up to touch my face, but my skin felt unfamiliar, cold, like I was wearing a mask that didn’t quite fit. The glow in my eyes pulsed again, and my reflection finally moved, its lips curling into a faint, unsettling smile – one I hadn’t chosen.

The whispers resumed, louder now, filling the air, filling me, until I could no longer tell my voice from theirs. My last thought, faint and fading, was that I’d been right all along: I’d opened a door that could never be closed. And now, I was on the other side.

Tuesday, November 5, 2024

Lady Justice at Work: When Protect and Serve Misfire: Fragments of a Life Lost by Olivia Salter | Short Story

 


Lady Justice at Work: When Protect and Serve Misfire: Fragments of a Life Lost


Word Count: 3,291


The courtroom buzzed with tense silence, the kind that fills the air like smoke after a fire, thick and suffocating. Families, reporters, and strangers packed the rows, their attention fixed on the empty jury box. Jeremiah’s mother, Vanessa, sat at the front, her hands twisted together in her lap, knuckles white, her thumb grazing the crease of the photograph she’d held onto since her son’s death. Jeremiah’s face—bright, open, caught in a moment of laughter—looked up at her, young and undimmed. She’d carried this picture every day since he was taken from her, its edges soft and frayed from wear.

Jeremiah’s face, dark, youthful, and brilliant, filled her mind, a heartbreaking reel of memories flashing from birth to death. She’d spent his whole life warning him, urging him to be cautious, to stay out of trouble. How many times had she sat him down, looked him in the eye, and reminded him, "Be respectful, especially if you’re ever stopped by the police"? Her voice had become an anthem, the speech of a black mother in America, as familiar as nursery rhymes and lullabies: Don’t run, keep your hands up, don’t make sudden moves.

And yet here she was, grieving her son. He had done everything right—everything she’d taught him. But it hadn’t been enough. They said the officer had been afraid, that he feared for his life. Afraid of her son’s dark skin, his mere presence, as if he had committed the crime of walking while Black. And if that fear was enough to justify taking her boy's life, what hope did he ever have?

A bitter thought filled her mind: if a man was so terrified at the sight of Black skin, how could he be entrusted to serve and protect? Her son had been respectful, had kept his hands in sight, but in the end, Jeremiah’s humanity had been invisible, overshadowed by prejudice. The world had turned his innocence into a threat. He was no criminal, just a child—a child she had loved, protected, and nurtured, taken from her because of a fear that ran deeper than reason.


When the jury finally piled in, she didn’t dare breathe. No one moved. Judge Riley cleared his throat, the sound brittle against the quiet.

“We, the jury, find the defendant, Officer Grant Morrow, guilty of murder in the second degree.”

The words landed heavily, like stones dropped into a well, sinking deeper with every second. For a moment, Vanessa simply sat there, unable to process the impact of what she’d heard. This moment was supposed to bring her relief, supposed to feel like justice, but all she felt was the hollow ache of loss—the wound that had never healed, just scarred over.

Her body betrayed her before her mind caught up, a trembling sigh escaping her lips. As it did, her fingers clutched harder around Jeremiah’s picture, grounding herself in the memory of her son. Her boy, who should have been walking through her door at any moment, alive and real, not a memory, not the subject of news reports and protests. Her body ached with the weight of his absence.

Somewhere behind her, she felt the movement of the crowd as the officer who had taken her son was escorted out, wrists cuffed, head bowed. She hadn’t wanted to look at him all through the trial—had barely been able to hear his name without her heart feeling too tight in her chest. But now, she turned, letting her gaze settle on him, this man who had shifted her world into shadow.

Grant Morrow kept his eyes fixed on the floor, but his posture had changed since the verdict was read. His shoulders had slumped, his chin lowered, the aura of invincibility gone. For weeks, she’d watched him sit rigid in his chair, unflinching, his jaw set with the same implacable expression he must have worn the night he pulled the trigger. Now, he looked smaller, as though some part of him had finally recognized the gravity of what he’d done.

The door swung shut behind him, the sound cutting sharply through her thoughts. But instead of finding peace, she felt only a strange emptiness, an absence of the justice she’d craved. How could this be justice, she thought, when her son was still gone? The faces of those around her blurred in the background as she lowered her head, pressing her lips to the worn photograph, letting herself imagine, just for a second, the feel of his cheek against hers.

A sudden flash from a camera startled her, and she looked up to see a crowd of reporters pressing forward, their faces urgent, voices raised to catch her attention. The courthouse was emptying, the sounds of footsteps echoing against the marble, but outside, she could see the mass of news vans and microphones waiting like scavengers at a scene of ruin. They surged toward her the moment she stepped outside, microphones thrust toward her, their voices blending into an unintelligible clamor.

One reporter’s question cut through the rest, clear and direct. “Ms. Allen, how does it feel knowing justice has finally been served?”

Justice. She flinched, almost as if the word itself had struck her. What did they know of justice? What did they understand of the hollow nights, the deafening quiet that had filled her home since Jeremiah was taken? For them, justice was a headline, a conclusion, an ending they could tie up neatly. For her, justice had always been a fantasy.

She met the reporter’s gaze, unflinching, and in that moment, she felt her voice rise—not out of rage or sadness, but from a place of clarity that felt like standing in the eye of a storm.

“Justice?” Her voice was a whisper, a breath over the crowd. “Justice would be my son walking through my door, alive. Justice isn’t this…verdict. But maybe it’s a beginning.”

The words seemed to hang in the air, and she noticed how the people around her quieted, lowering their cameras, their faces shifting from curiosity to something softer, almost ashamed.

As the crowd dispersed, she stepped into the rain, which had begun to fall softly, cold droplets landing on her face, mixing with the tears she hadn’t realized were there. For the first time, she let the rain carry her grief, feeling the weight of it seeping out with each drop. She remembered Jeremiah in the rain, the way he would run barefoot through puddles as a boy, laughing, his voice carrying over the soft patter.

“Come on, Ma,” he would call, reaching back with a wide grin. “You’ll never know what it’s like unless you get your feet wet.”

That memory—the way he would turn back and laugh, the joy that shone from him—filled her now, bittersweet. She could almost feel his presence, warm beside her, a phantom echo in the chill.

***

Elsewhere, in a cell lined with cinderblock walls, Grant Morrow sat on a narrow cot, the weight of the verdict pressing against him like a physical burden. He ran his hand over the edge of the bed, feeling the rough weave of the blanket beneath his fingers. The silence was deafening, a silence he could not escape.

He had once believed in silence. The kind that let you stand above the noise, above the protest signs and the chants, above the people who’d crowded the streets after that night. He’d prided himself on his calm, on his ability to act in moments when others froze. He’d told himself that was his duty, his role—to be the one who made the hard choices, no matter the consequences.

But now, in this room where every noise seemed to magnify, he felt the echoes of his choices. He saw Jeremiah’s face in his mind, that last flash of him as he’d raised his hands, the terrified eyes that had locked with his. He’d thought he could bury that moment, reason it away, hide behind his badge. But the memory clung to him like a stain he could never wash away.

A part of him wanted to believe that what he’d done had been necessary, that it had been the right choice in the heat of the moment. He’d tried to convince himself of that over and over. But the truth, the raw, unvarnished truth, was that he had been wrong. No training, no badge, no protocol could excuse what he had done. He had taken a life—ripped it away in seconds, leaving nothing but a hollow shell behind.

The realization sat heavy within him, sinking deeper than he’d allowed himself to feel before. He didn’t have the words to make sense of it, to describe the feeling that ate away at him, only the dull ache of knowing he’d destroyed something he could never repair.

***

As Vanessa walked through the rain, she found herself heading to the park where Jeremiah used to play as a child. She knew the playground would be empty at this hour, but something in her needed to go there, to sit on the swing where he’d once laughed and kicked his legs high into the air, daring to touch the clouds.

When she arrived, the swings were still, chains rusting in the wet, and the ground was soaked. She sat on one, the metal creaking beneath her, and let herself close her eyes. She let herself remember the sound of his laughter, the way he’d climb to the top of the jungle gym and shout down at her, pretending to be king of the world.

Slowly, she felt a shift within herself—a small one, like a tiny crack letting in the first hint of light. Jeremiah was gone, and nothing in this life could bring him back. But maybe, just maybe, this trial, this verdict, could be a beginning for something else. Perhaps his life could become more than a tragedy, more than the spark that lit a fire of protests and grief. Perhaps his memory could become a force for change, something that lived beyond the small, sweet moments they’d shared.

She stood, feeling the rain lighten, and took one last look at the swing, swaying gently in the breeze. Somewhere in her heart, a part of her felt him still, that echo of laughter that time couldn’t erase. She turned away, leaving the park behind, and with each step, she felt the weight she carried grow lighter.

The rain had nearly stopped by the time she reached her car. She looked up at the sky, the gray clouds parting to reveal a sliver of pale light.

For the first time since Jeremiah’s death, Vanessa felt something that wasn’t pain, wasn’t rage, wasn’t the raw ache of loss. She felt the faintest hint of peace, fragile and fleeting, but real. And as she drove away, she carried that peace with her, letting it settle into her heart like a whisper, a promise she hadn’t known she needed.

It wasn’t justice—not yet. But it was a beginning, and for now, that was enough.

***

In the days that followed the verdict, the city felt different, as though a strange hush had fallen over it. The protests that had once swelled the streets with thousands were fewer, quieter, but the tension in the air hadn’t dissipated. People still whispered in diners and on street corners, eyes still turned sharply at the sound of sirens, and the city’s newspapers were still filled with headlines dissecting the trial. But life, as it inevitably does, continued on.

Vanessa began to settle back into a semblance of routine. Mornings now were spent with her coffee cooling in her hands as she sat in silence, letting the stillness wrap around her, almost comforting. The emptiness of her home had grown familiar, a kind of quiet she’d come to expect. Every so often, she found herself glancing at the photo of Jeremiah that now sat framed on the windowsill. She’d walk over, straighten it, running her fingers over his face as though her touch could somehow preserve him a little longer.

One afternoon, a knock came at her door. Vanessa wasn’t expecting anyone, and she hesitated a moment, a pang of unease slipping into her chest. But when she opened it, she found a young woman standing there, early twenties, with a hesitant smile and a notebook clutched to her chest.

“Ms. Allen?” The woman’s voice was soft, a touch of nerves in it. “I’m sorry to come unannounced, but I…I wanted to speak with you. My name’s Riley Henderson. I’m a journalist.”

Vanessa’s immediate instinct was to close the door. Reporters had swarmed her in the days after the verdict, trying to coax a statement, an emotional reaction—anything to fill their columns and broadcasts. But there was something different about this woman. She looked earnest, almost unsure of herself, and her gaze held a kind of quiet respect that made Vanessa pause.

“I’ve read about your son,” Riley continued, noticing Vanessa’s hesitation. “I followed the trial, too, but I’m not here to ask about that. I’m working on a story—a series, actually—about families who’ve lost loved ones to violence. I want to write about who your son was, not just what happened to him. I think it’s important that people see more than just a headline, that they understand the lives behind these stories.”

Vanessa felt something shift in her, a mix of reluctance and intrigue. She’d spent so long trying to make people see Jeremiah as more than just another statistic, more than just a name in a newspaper. She’d wanted people to remember his laugh, his stubbornness, his dreams. And here was this young woman, a stranger, asking to bring those memories to life for others.

After a long moment, Vanessa nodded, opening the door a little wider. “Come in.”

They sat in the living room, Vanessa on the couch, Riley on the edge of an armchair, her notebook open on her knee, pen poised but not moving. She looked at Vanessa with a kind of gentleness that made her feel seen, and somehow, in that quiet space, the memories came easier than she’d expected.

“He was my only son,” Vanessa began, her voice low and steady. “People used to say he had this light about him, like he was born with laughter in his blood. He was curious about everything. As a boy, he’d collect stones from every place we went, even if it was just a new grocery store. He’d say each one had a story, and he wanted to be the one to tell it.”

Riley smiled softly, making a note, and Vanessa continued, feeling the memories rise to the surface, layer by layer. She talked about his love of science fiction, how he’d beg her to let him stay up to watch the stars, pointing out constellations with the little telescope she’d bought him for his eighth birthday. She told Riley about his dream of becoming an engineer, how he’d saved up for a used laptop and taught himself to code, even designing a basic game for his friends.

The afternoon stretched on, and soon, the sun began to dip lower in the sky, casting a warm glow through the windows. Riley listened quietly, barely looking at her notes as Vanessa spoke. When she finally closed her notebook, she looked at Vanessa with a kind of gratitude that seemed as much for the stories as for the trust.

“Thank you, Ms. Allen. This…” Riley’s voice caught, and she cleared her throat. “This means a lot. I think it’ll mean a lot to others, too. He sounds like someone I would have liked to know.”

Vanessa nodded, her throat tight. “He was. He was good.”

They exchanged a few more words, and as Riley left, Vanessa felt something close to relief. For the first time since Jeremiah’s death, she felt that someone outside her family might understand him as he truly was—not just as a victim, but as a person full of dreams, quirks, flaws, and hope.

***

In the weeks that followed, Riley’s article was published, and the story of Jeremiah Allen spread far beyond their city. His face, once just a photo in Vanessa’s hands, now reached thousands of people—readers who knew him not just as a headline but as a young man with a passion for learning, a kid who collected stones, a dreamer who’d had his future ripped away.

Letters began to arrive at Vanessa’s doorstep, handwritten notes, emails printed out by strangers who wanted to share their support. Some wrote of their own children, telling Vanessa about their fears, their struggles to protect them in a world that didn’t always feel safe. Others shared their admiration for Jeremiah’s story, how his life and ambitions had touched them. Vanessa read each one, some making her smile, others bringing tears. Slowly, she began to feel that her son’s memory was reaching beyond the grief, growing into something larger, something meaningful.

One letter in particular caught her attention. It came in a plain envelope, addressed simply to “Ms. Vanessa Allen,” with no return address. Inside was a single sheet of paper, the handwriting slanted and unsteady.


Dear Ms. Allen,

I don’t expect you to forgive me, and I won’t pretend that I deserve it. I know I’ve taken something from you that I can never replace, and every day, I live with the weight of what I did. I know it’s not enough, and I know nothing can undo the hurt I’ve caused.

But I need you to know that I’m trying to make amends. I’m not asking for absolution, only that you know I’m doing what I can to honor your son’s memory. In my own way, I’m trying to help others, to make sure no one else has to go through what you have.

I know this won’t mean much coming from me, but I wanted you to know that Jeremiah’s life is not forgotten. It’s a small comfort, I know. But it’s what I have to offer.

Sincerely, Grant Morrow


Vanessa’s hands trembled as she read the letter, a surge of emotions flooding her—anger, grief, disbelief, even an uncomfortable twinge of pity. She wanted to rip the letter up, to throw it away and erase his words from her mind. But something held her back.

She read it again, her eyes lingering on the phrases, on the rawness she felt in the spaces between the lines. There was no way to tell if his words were sincere, no way to know if he truly felt the weight of what he had done. And yet, as she folded the letter carefully, placing it next to the framed picture of Jeremiah, she realized that perhaps, this was part of her own path to healing.

In the quiet of her home, she closed her eyes, feeling the pulse of her heart, steady and strong. She didn’t know what forgiveness meant in a world that had taken so much from her, or if it was something she could ever fully give. But she felt, in the smallest way, that she might one day learn to carry her grief without letting it consume her.

Jeremiah’s voice seemed to echo softly in her mind, a memory that she held onto like a lifeline. You’ll never know what it’s like unless you get your feet wet, Ma.

As she held that letter, a strange, unsteady peace washed over her. Maybe one day she would take that step forward. Maybe one day she would find herself standing in the rain again, feeling each drop as something new—a beginning.

Monday, November 4, 2024

Shards by Olivia Salter | Short Story

 



Shards


By Olivia Salter



Word Count: 2,923


The door creaked open, a thin, aching sound that shivered through the narrow hallway, one so familiar it might as well have been her own voice breaking. Inside, the room waited, undisturbed. Dust floated lazily in the slanted beams of afternoon light slipping through the filthy window, settling in patches over the floorboards and the furniture. It had been a bedroom once—a place with life, laughter, warmth—but all that had faded, dulled by the years and her absence. Now it was more of a relic, and Evie felt like she barely belonged.

She stood in the doorway, the air stale and heavy, tasting faintly of old perfume and forgotten things. Her hand drifted along the worn frame, her fingers brushing the grooves she’d once run along as a child. It was the one place she kept returning to, despite herself. Here, in the stillness, she could almost feel her mother’s presence, like an old song buried beneath layers of static.

Her mother’s face came to her in fragments, never all at once. A hand brushing a strand of hair back from her eyes, the soft creases at the corners of her mouth when she smiled, her voice lilting up when she called Evie’s name. Evie wanted to keep that face whole in her mind, hold on to each detail—but no matter how hard she tried, it slipped away, piece by piece, like trying to hold water in her hands.

She took a few steps into the room, the wooden floor creaking beneath her, each step cautious, like she was trespassing. Her eyes fell on the dresser against the far wall. There, propped up between a cracked vase and an old jewelry box, was the photo. She didn’t need to look to know what it showed: her mother’s arm draped around her shoulder, both of them smiling into the camera, the world whole and bright behind them. She’d taken it after her high school graduation, her mother standing tall beside her, pride glowing in her eyes. They hadn’t known then that it would be the last photo they’d take together.

Evie let out a slow, shuddering breath, hugging her arms around herself. She hadn’t seen her mother since that night, not really. Not since the crash.

Her mother had been driving them home, the rain coming down so hard it looked like rivers rushing down the windshield. They’d been laughing, her mother’s voice warm as she sang along with the radio, off-key and joyful. Then the headlights—two burning orbs swallowing the world in an instant—then metal twisting, glass shattering, her mother’s voice cut off mid-laugh.

She blinked hard, pulling herself back to the present. But the memories were already there, creeping back up like weeds through pavement, and she could feel them pressing against her mind, sharp and insistent.

“Do you remember?”

The voice slithered through the silence, barely more than a whisper. Evie stiffened, her gaze flicking to the corners of the room where the shadows seemed to thicken. The voice had started as a faint murmur, almost a memory itself, but lately, it had grown louder, more insistent. She could feel it sometimes, like a presence lingering just behind her, waiting for her to slip.

Her hand brushed something cold on the floor. She glanced down and saw a tiny sliver of glass, a shard almost hidden in the dust. It caught the light, glinting like a small, sharp star. She picked it up, holding it between her fingers. When she angled it toward the window, she could see her reflection—fractured, split into broken lines and angles, her own face divided like a puzzle she couldn’t solve.

“You know it was your fault,” the voice murmured, winding closer, as if it were coiling around her ear.

Her throat tightened, her fingers gripping the shard so hard that the edges bit into her skin. Blood beaded along her palm, warm and dark, a small pain that rooted her back in her body. She’d thought the voice was only a figment, something her mind conjured to keep her company in the silence, but it felt real, closer than her own heartbeat.

“No… I didn’t…” she whispered, though her voice wavered. She didn’t even know who she was talking to.

But the voice persisted, soft and venomous, slipping through her defenses. “You distracted her. Laughing, talking. You weren’t paying attention, and neither was she.”

Evie’s breath caught, a cold wave of shame washing over her. She could still see her mother’s face, that warm smile, the glint of her laugh in her eyes. She’d always been a careful driver, always made Evie wear her seatbelt, always double-checked everything. But that night, she’d let go, just for a moment. And Evie had been right there, egging her on, wanting to see her mother laugh, to feel that rare lightness between them.

The pain in her hand sharpened, and she looked down, her gaze catching on the blood that trickled down her palm, staining the glass shard. It was a small wound, insignificant, but it felt right somehow, like a physical reminder of the guilt she carried. She let the blood pool, watching as it darkened and dripped, as if it could somehow make up for all the things she’d lost.

“You think she’d forgive you?” The voice softened, almost pitying now. “She died because of you. You’ve never been anything but broken pieces since then.”

Evie pressed her lips together, her hands shaking. She wanted to argue, to shout back, but the words choked in her throat. Deep down, she knew the voice was right—at least, it was right about one thing. She was nothing but fragments now, bits and pieces of the person she used to be. Her friends had drifted away, her job had faded into something she barely held onto. She moved through the world as if from behind a screen, disconnected, numb. She hadn’t allowed herself to feel anything real in months—maybe even years.

But here, in this room, with the shard of glass in her hand and her mother’s face lingering in her mind, something stirred. An ache, old and deep, buried under all the silence and numbness. She wanted to see her mother again, wanted to hear her voice, to know if she really blamed her. But the only thing she could hear was the voice, echoing her own thoughts, feeding her fears.

“Do you think she’d want this?” she whispered, clutching the shard as if it were an anchor. “Do you think she’d want me to be like this?”

The silence stretched, heavy and oppressive, and for a moment, she almost thought the voice would leave her in peace. But then it returned, softer, wrapping around her like smoke.

“You’ll always be like this. You’ll never escape it. You’re nothing but broken pieces.”

A tremor ran through her, her hand tightening around the shard until the pain flared. But this time, she didn’t shrink away from it. This time, she took a deep, shaky breath, grounding herself in the ache, the sensation of her heartbeat pounding in her palm, her blood staining the glass.

“No,” she said, her voice barely more than a whisper. “I’m still here.”

The room felt different now, the shadows pulling back just a little, the air shifting. Her eyes drifted to the photo on the dresser, her mother’s smiling face gazing back at her. That warmth, that love—it had been real, and it was something the voice could never take from her.

She looked down at the shard in her hand, the blood pooling along its edge, and felt the faintest flicker of strength. She was more than this—more than the fragments of guilt, more than the memories that haunted her. She’d survived, even if it had left her scarred and broken. She could keep surviving.

With a slow, deliberate motion, she set the shard back down on the floor and wiped her hand on her jeans, watching the blood smear in streaks. It was a small act, but it felt like a choice—a choice to let go of something she’d held onto for too long.

The voice was quiet now, a faint murmur at the edge of her mind. She knew it wouldn’t disappear entirely; it would linger, waiting for the moments when her strength faltered, when the silence grew too thick. But for now, she had silenced it.

She turned to the door, her hand resting on the knob, and took one last look around the room. The shadows felt less oppressive, the air lighter. Her mother’s face in the photo seemed to smile at her with something like pride, a reminder that she was still here, still capable of carrying on.

Evie opened the door, letting in a sliver of hallway light, cold and sharp. She took a step forward, then another, her movements slow but steady. She could feel the weight of the past pressing on her, the guilt and grief still there, but lighter, something she could bear.

She didn’t know where she was going or what waited for her beyond this room. But as she stepped out into the hallway, she felt a faint, hopeful flicker—a feeling she hadn’t allowed herself in a long time. Her mother’s voice echoed in her memory, soft and sure, as if she were standing right beside her.

“You’re stronger than you think, Evie. Just keep going.”

With that, Evie left the room behind, her footsteps steady and unhurried, each one carrying her further into the light, into a future she was finally ready to face.

As Evie walked down the hall, the house felt foreign, almost surreal. Each room she passed seemed like a snapshot from a life that no longer belonged to her—a framed photograph of simpler times, a vase holding dried flowers that had long lost their scent. The walls were layered with memories, yet somehow everything felt distant, like the life she’d once known was out of focus, drifting just beyond her reach.

She descended the stairs, the old wood groaning beneath her weight, the sound a steady, rhythmic beat that kept her grounded. The voice was silent now, but its words echoed faintly in her mind, clinging like spider silk to the edges of her thoughts. She shook her head, trying to dispel it, to hold onto the clarity she’d felt just moments before. It was fragile, this newfound resolve, like a delicate thread she could so easily lose if she wasn’t careful.

In the kitchen, she paused, her eyes drifting over the chipped countertop, the faded wallpaper that her mother had once been so proud of. She could almost see her mother standing there, stirring a pot on the stove, her eyes crinkling in a smile when she turned to Evie. The warmth of that memory softened the ache in her chest, and for the first time, she allowed herself to feel it fully, without the bitterness or guilt.

Her fingers brushed over a half-opened drawer, and inside, she spotted a small stack of handwritten recipes. Her mother’s looping handwriting danced across each card, the ink slightly smudged in places where she’d written too quickly. Evie lifted one of the cards—a recipe for her mother’s peach cobbler, a favorite they’d made together every summer. She could almost smell the sweetness, hear the laughter they’d shared as they peeled the peaches, her mother’s steady hands guiding her own clumsy fingers.

She took a shaky breath, folding the recipe in her hand and holding it close, as if it were a relic of something sacred. For so long, she’d avoided these things, these little pieces of her mother’s life. The scent of peach cobbler baking had once filled this kitchen, the laughter, the hum of music playing from the radio on the counter. All of it had been too painful to revisit, a reminder of what she’d lost. But now, standing here, she felt a new warmth, a gentle ache that wasn’t entirely sorrow.

Evie glanced around the kitchen, noticing for the first time how the light played off the walls, softening the worn edges of the space. She’d always imagined that moving forward meant erasing the past, leaving behind these moments and memories that were tinged with grief. But maybe that wasn’t true. Maybe healing was allowing herself to carry them, to let these memories live alongside her pain, until they became something she could look back on with love instead of guilt.

As she moved to the sink, she caught sight of her own reflection in the small window above it. She looked tired, her face pale and shadowed, but there was something different there, a faint spark she hadn’t seen in a long time. It wasn’t confidence, not yet, but it was a start—a tiny glimmer of who she used to be, a girl who’d once believed in hope, in laughter, in love.

She heard a soft shuffle behind her, and for a moment, her heart leapt, thinking it was her mother, come to tell her it was all just a bad dream. But when she turned, it was only the empty hallway stretching behind her, silent and still. A sigh escaped her, part disappointment, part acceptance. Her mother was gone, and she had to make peace with that. But the life they’d shared together, the love they’d woven into these walls—that was something she could still hold onto.

Evie walked to the front door, her fingers trailing along the cool banister as she went. When she opened the door, the afternoon light flooded in, illuminating the dust that hung in the air, turning each particle into a tiny, floating star. She stepped outside, the air crisp and alive, filling her lungs with a freshness she hadn’t felt in years. The scent of cut grass and distant honeysuckle brushed against her senses, mingling with the warmth of sunlight on her face.

The world outside felt open, vast in a way that was both frightening and exhilarating. For so long, she’d been trapped in that house, in her mind, haunted by memories she couldn’t bear to face. But now, as she looked up at the sky, she felt the pull of possibility, the vastness of all the things she might yet experience, if only she let herself.

Her phone buzzed in her pocket, a jarring reminder of the life that awaited her beyond this moment. She pulled it out, her fingers hovering over the screen. A missed call from her friend Rachel. She’d ignored Rachel’s calls for weeks, hiding from everyone who knew her, from everyone who cared. It felt like an impossible task, explaining what she’d been through, why she’d vanished. But maybe she didn’t have to explain, not fully. Maybe all she had to do was reach out, let someone in.

She dialed Rachel’s number before she could talk herself out of it, pressing the phone to her ear. The ring felt endless, each second stretching until finally, Rachel’s voice crackled through, warm and surprised.

“Evie? Oh my god, is that you?”

Evie’s voice came out softer than she’d intended, her throat tightening with emotion. “Yeah, it’s me.”

There was a pause, the weight of unspoken questions filling the silence. But Rachel didn’t ask them. Instead, her voice softened, a kindness that made Evie’s chest ache with gratitude. “I’ve missed you, Evie. You have no idea.”

“I… I missed you too.” The words were simple, but saying them felt like letting down a wall she’d built up for so long.

“Do you want to grab a coffee? Or maybe go for a walk? I could come by, if that’s better.”

Evie hesitated, her gaze drifting back to the house, the memories still heavy in the air behind her. But then she looked to the open street, the world beyond, and felt a quiet resolve settle within her. “A walk sounds good. I think I could use some fresh air.”

Rachel’s laughter was soft and familiar, wrapping around her like a warm embrace. “Alright. I’ll meet you at the park in an hour?”

“Yeah. I’ll see you there.”

They hung up, and Evie slipped her phone back into her pocket, her pulse steady and sure. She looked back at the house one last time, letting her eyes linger on the faded walls, the chipped paint, the window where she’d just seen her reflection. It would always hold a piece of her, a part of her heart and memory. But it didn’t have to be a place of isolation, a monument to her pain.

With a quiet smile, she turned away and started down the path, her steps slow but purposeful. The weight of her grief was still there, but lighter now, softened by something new. She knew she’d have moments of weakness, nights when the voice would return, when the memories would overwhelm her. But she wasn’t alone anymore. She had Rachel, the faint warmth of friendship rekindled, and her mother’s love tucked safely in her heart.

As she walked, the sun dipped lower, casting her shadow long and thin along the path. She thought of her mother’s words again, those last whispers of strength and guidance. “You’re stronger than you think, Evie. Just keep going.”

And she would. Step by step, day by day, she would carry that love forward, letting it guide her into a future that, for the first time in a long while, felt worth exploring.

Sunday, November 3, 2024

Stream | By Olivia Salter | Horror




Stream



By Olivia Salter




Word Count: 2,397


When Jason’s stomach churned and the sharp urge to relieve himself hit, he thought it was nothing more than the burrito from last night. But what followed in the bathroom wasn’t just nausea or indigestion. Something waited in the water—small, invisible, and terrifyingly alive.

The air in Jason’s apartment clung to him, thick with the lingering stench of sweat and old food. The fluorescent bathroom light flickered overhead, casting eerie shadows across the cracked tiles. His bladder throbbed painfully as he zipped down and leaned over the toilet. He sighed, feeling the familiar relief as the steady stream of urine hit the bowl.

Then, something strange happened.

The water seemed to ripple unnaturally, not with the splash of his urine but… something else. Something beneath the surface.

Jason froze. His eyes darted to the water, squinting in the dim light, convinced that he had imagined it. It was just a regular toilet, dirty from neglect, the porcelain chipped and stained. But there, floating lazily in the bowl, were thin, worm-like shapes. They swirled in the water, as though awakened by his presence, their translucent bodies barely visible.

“What the hell?” Jason muttered, his pulse quickening. He stepped back, shaking the last few drops and quickly zipping up. The sense of relief from moments ago was replaced by a crawling sensation up his spine.

He flushed the toilet. The water swirled in violent spirals, dragging the worms down with it. They vanished as the tank refilled, and the water settled back to its usual placid state.

He stared at it for a long moment. Maybe he was still groggy from his late night at the bar. Lack of sleep could mess with anyone’s senses. A few hours and a strong coffee would set things right.

As Jason stepped out of the bathroom, the crawling sensation lingered.

***

The next morning, Jason groaned as the alarm uttered a high-pitched piercing sound from the bedside table. His body felt heavy, weighed down by a soreness he couldn’t explain. The night had been restless, filled with fragmented dreams he couldn’t recall. Only a vague memory of cold water and squirming shapes stuck with him.

Stumbling to the bathroom, he splashed his face with water, trying to shake the fog from his mind. But as he leaned over the sink, the pale reflection staring back at him startled him. His eyes, once a deep brown, were now ringed with red, dark bags hanging heavy beneath them. His skin had a pale, almost waxy sheen to it.

“Damn, I look like death,” he muttered. He splashed more water on his face, rubbing his neck where an uncomfortable tightness had set in overnight.

And then, a sharp, stabbing pain shot through his groin. Jason’s breath hitched, and he clutched his abdomen, wincing. The pain was brief but intense, a hot needle-like sensation. He bent over, gasping for air, feeling sweat break out across his forehead.

This time, he felt more than just discomfort. His mind flashed back to those worms in the toilet. He had flushed them away, hadn’t he? But the image of them squirming, tiny and writhing, resurfaced, and a nauseating dread crept into his chest.

Jason rushed back to the toilet, lifting the lid. The water was clear, as it always had been, but his skin tingled just looking at it.

“Come on, get a grip,” he muttered, willing his mind to settle. But the pain in his abdomen disagreed.

As the day wore on, the unease only worsened. The throbbing in his groin persisted, coupled with a strange, crawling itch beneath his skin. No amount of scratching relieved it, and by mid-afternoon, Jason found himself unable to sit still, fidgeting, tugging at his clothes, and rubbing his arms raw.

He couldn’t help but remember those translucent worms swirling in the toilet bowl. He had written them off as some harmless drain infestation, but now... what if they weren’t?

***

Jason’s breaking point came that night. The pain intensified into an unbearable tightness, and he felt something under his skin, moving. The sensation was unmistakable now. Whatever had crawled out of that toilet had found its way into him.

Desperate and panicked, he tore his clothes off and rushed to the bathroom mirror, inspecting every inch of his body. There, on his lower abdomen, just above his pelvic bone, something pulsed beneath the surface. It shifted slightly, moving side to side in a rhythmic motion.

“Oh god… what the hell…” Jason whispered, his voice trembling. His fingers hovered over the lump, shaking. He pressed down, hard, and screamed.

A thin, clear liquid oozed from his skin, followed by something worse—small, writhing worms emerging from the opening. They were translucent, nearly invisible, but there they were, twisting and burrowing beneath his skin, retreating just as quickly as they had surfaced.

Jason retched, stumbling backward into the tub. His heart pounded against his ribs, and he clutched the edges of the sink to steady himself.

The worms were inside him.

***

He didn’t bother with the hospital. They wouldn’t believe him, wouldn’t understand. He was sure they’d diagnose him with some kind of delusion. But he wasn’t delusional. He could feel them, gnawing at his insides, twisting beneath his skin.

Jason sat on the floor of his bathroom, shaking, clutching his head in his hands as the crawling sensation became unbearable. His eyes darted to the toilet, and the grotesque reality hit him.

The parasites weren’t just in the toilet. They were in the water, in the pipes. They had been waiting for someone to use the toilet, waiting for the warmth of a body to draw them out.

He thought of all the times he had flushed it away, thinking it was over. Each time he relieved himself, he had unknowingly exposed himself to them. They traveled through his urine, into his body, nesting, multiplying.

Jason’s stomach turned. He had to get rid of them. Somehow.

With trembling hands, he grabbed a kitchen knife from the drawer and stood in front of the bathroom mirror, eyes wide and bloodshot, staring at his reflection. The lump in his abdomen had grown larger, more defined. He could see the parasites writhing under his skin, like worms trapped in a plastic bag.

He gritted his teeth and brought the blade to his stomach. Blood welled up immediately as he sliced into his skin, the pain sharp and immediate. He gagged as a thin stream of pus and blood oozed from the cut, and then—they began to emerge.

Dozens of tiny, translucent worms wriggled out of the wound, their slippery bodies wet with blood. Jason screamed, clawing at them, trying to crush them between his fingers, but they slipped away, disappearing down the drain or burrowing deeper into his flesh.

Panting and covered in his own blood, Jason collapsed to the floor, too weak to fight. The pain was unbearable, a burning fire coursing through his veins as the parasites continued their invasion.

His vision blurred, the room spinning. He could feel them, inside his bloodstream now, invading every part of his body. His head lolled to the side, eyes fixing on the toilet.

In the dim light, the water rippled again.

This time, it wasn’t just the translucent worms that swirled beneath the surface. The water itself seemed alive, pulsing and undulating like a living thing. As Jason's consciousness faded, he realized, with sickening clarity, that the toilet had been the source all along. It wasn’t just a host for the parasites—it was their gateway.

The last thing he heard before everything went black was the sound of the toilet flushing.

***

The maintenance worker wiped his brow, oblivious to the faint shiver that passed through the building’s water pipes. He shut the door behind him and stepped into the hallway, his boots squeaking on the faded linoleum. As he left, the bathroom returned to its still, eerie quiet. The toilet gurgled softly, the way old plumbing systems often did. And below, far beneath the floorboards, in the tangle of sewage lines, something pulsated.

A few floors down, inside apartment 3B, Elise hummed a familiar tune as she prepared dinner. The evening was quiet—too quiet, really—and she was grateful for it. Life had been stressful lately: work deadlines, a sick mother, and the constant pressure to stay afloat in a city that seemed ready to swallow her whole. She hadn't felt this relaxed in weeks.

But the gnawing sensation in her bladder was becoming impossible to ignore. She put the kitchen knife down and wiped her hands on a dish towel, walking to the bathroom in a daze. The air in the hallway was thick, heavy with a humidity she hadn’t noticed before. Maybe the building’s heating system was on the fritz again.

She turned on the light and lifted the toilet lid, not bothering to look inside. Her mind was elsewhere—on tomorrow's tasks, on her mother’s condition. The flow of her urine was steady, splashing against the water below. Elise sighed, closing her eyes.

The water rippled.

Her urine, too, rippled—subtle, barely noticeable—but something under the surface of the water stirred, responding. A faint shimmer, barely perceptible, formed tiny waves along the bowl’s edge, moving in circular patterns.

Elise shuddered, but didn’t know why. A sudden chill ran up her spine, goosebumps prickling her arms. She quickly finished and flushed the toilet, shaking off the unease.

As she washed her hands, a slight discomfort bubbled in her lower abdomen. A cramp, maybe, or the aftereffects of sitting too long at work. Nothing to worry about.

She hadn’t noticed the flicker in the corner of her vision—the faint, nearly invisible shapes squirming just beneath the surface of the toilet water before it flushed away.

***

The next morning, Elise woke with a deep ache in her belly. She sat up, frowning at the dull throb that had settled just below her navel. She stretched, trying to ease the stiffness, but the sensation persisted, a pulsing tightness that made her wince.

Something wasn’t right. She could feel it.

She stumbled out of bed, padding across the cold floor to the bathroom, her mind fogged with drowsiness. In the mirror, her reflection startled her—paler than usual, with dark rings under her eyes. And then she noticed the faint swelling, a slight but noticeable lump forming just above her pelvis.

Elise frowned, pressing a hand to her abdomen. A sharp sting made her jerk her hand back. She blinked, squinting at the skin.

Beneath the surface, something moved.

Her breath hitched. No, it had to be a trick of the light. Her mind was playing games with her. But as she leaned closer to the mirror, she saw it again. The lump beneath her skin shifted, a slow, wriggling motion, as though something was crawling underneath.

She let out a strangled gasp, backing away, her hands trembling. What the hell was that?

Panic rose in her chest. Her fingers clawed at her skin, trying to press down on the movement, but the more she pushed, the more it seemed to agitate whatever was inside her. Her stomach churned violently as though something was moving, stretching, growing beneath the surface.

Elise turned toward the toilet, remembering the slight shudder in the water, the way it had rippled unnaturally last night. She thought of the dull ache she’d felt since then and now, looking at the growing lump, her mind connected the dots with terrifying clarity.

The parasites were inside her.

Her knees buckled as nausea washed over her, bile rising in her throat. She collapsed to the floor, gripping the edge of the sink to steady herself, but the sensation in her abdomen intensified. The crawling, squirming motion was growing stronger.

Her stomach rippled.

“Oh God, no…” she whimpered, her voice shaking. Sweat beaded on her forehead as she doubled over, clutching her midsection, her body trembling uncontrollably.

She could feel them now—hundreds, maybe thousands—tiny, thin creatures writhing beneath her skin. Her vision blurred with tears, and her breath came in ragged gasps as the realization hit her.

They were trying to get out.

***

In her panic, Elise fumbled for her phone. Her fingers slipped as she dialed 911, the shrill tone of the line ringing in her ear. She couldn’t stop shaking. The pain was unbearable now, her insides roiling with the parasites.

The operator picked up. “911, what’s your emergency?”

“Please… please help me,” Elise sobbed into the phone. “There’s something inside me… something’s moving in my stomach…”

“Ma’am, can you tell me your location? We’ll send—”

She never heard the rest of the sentence.

A searing pain tore through her abdomen, and Elise screamed, dropping the phone. She clutched her stomach, feeling something beneath the skin, pressing outward. It was moving, crawling toward the surface. Her skin stretched grotesquely, and she cried out again as the thin, transparent shape of a worm pushed through the surface, breaking her skin.

Blood and clear fluid oozed from the wound as the parasite emerged—long, translucent, and writhing. More followed, slipping out of her flesh like threads pulled from a needle, each one wriggling, alive.

Elise’s vision swam, the pain overwhelming her senses. She tried to scream, but no sound came out. Her body convulsed as the parasites spilled from her stomach, slithering down her legs, their thin bodies glistening with blood.

Her consciousness faded as she collapsed onto the cold bathroom floor, the writhing creatures crawling over her, retreating back toward the toilet. The last thing she saw before darkness claimed her was the water in the toilet bowl, rippling.

***
A knock echoed through the empty hallway. It was the same maintenance worker, clipboard in hand, his face expressionless as he noted the complaint for "strange smells" and "weird plumbing issues."

"Third time this week," he muttered, stepping inside the apartment. The smell hit him immediately—foul, like something had died. He frowned, heading toward the bathroom, the source of the stench.

He lifted the toilet lid. The water inside was murky, the faintest ripple disturbing the surface. A glimmer of something moved below.

He flushed it away without a second thought.

The pipes groaned, echoing throughout the building. Somewhere, far beneath the city, the network of sewage lines pulsed. The parasites waited.

And they were still hungry.

Saturday, November 2, 2024

Where You Left Me by Olivia Salter | Short Fiction

 



Where You Left Me


By Olivia Salter


Word Count: 1,166


The hallway leading to Alex’s apartment was as dim as he remembered, its lights flickering as if caught between light and dark, like him. Ben’s hand hovered over her door, fingers brushing against the cold wood. How many times had he been here before, running through some last-minute excuse he could throw out just to ease his way back into her life?

Her door, worn and marked by the scars of past visitors—scratches from keys, dents from careless knocks—stared back at him. He wanted to knock, to give in to the usual ritual of waiting until she forgave him with that look of quiet surrender. It was always that way with her. She’d see the shadows in him and brush them off as though they were nothing, as if he were worth the love she gave so freely.

This time was different, though. It had been months. Three long, hollow months of nothing but the silence she’d left behind, a silence that had begun to gnaw at him like hunger. Finally, he forced himself to knock, listening as the sound faded into the emptiness on the other side. He waited, seconds stretching like hours.

But no one came to the door.

***

He fumbled for his spare key, feeling the weight of it—small, cold, yet somehow heavier than anything he’d ever held. He turned it in the lock, the familiar click sounding strangely foreign, almost like a warning.

The door opened onto a darkened space, shades drawn and light creeping only around the edges. He stepped inside, taking in the emptiness, the stark vacancy that pressed in from every corner. The smell of her lavender candles had faded, replaced by the dry, stale scent of abandonment. There were no cushions on the couch, no forgotten cup of tea on the counter, no mess of books sprawled out by her favorite chair. All of it was gone, like a stage set dismantled after the final act.

He moved through the rooms, trying to find some sign, some piece of her she might have left behind. In the kitchen, he reached out instinctively for her mug—the one with the chipped edge she always insisted on using—only to find an empty shelf, smooth and bare, as if she’d never even been here.

Each room was stripped, devoid of her warmth. Even the bathroom mirror, once fogged with her morning routines and little messages traced in lipstick, was clean, sterile. He opened a drawer, empty. A cabinet, empty. He felt the quiet seep into him, heavy and unforgiving.

But the bedroom was what truly unnerved him. Her bed was gone, leaving an impression in the carpet like a shadow that refused to fade. For a moment, he stood there, heart pounding, staring at that empty space. She’d been meticulous in her absence, erasing herself from every corner of the apartment, as if to ensure that he wouldn’t find a trace of her.

A memory broke through—her last text, months ago, after he’d brushed her off one too many times: If you push me away, I promise you, you won’t find me where you left me.

He’d laughed at the time, dismissing it as another one of her melodramatic responses. But now, standing in the hollow shell of her life, he felt her absence as a deep, aching weight.

***

Weeks passed, yet her ghost lingered in his thoughts, haunting him. Everywhere he looked, he saw her—a glimpse of her favorite color in a scarf, the sound of her laughter, faint but distinct, drifting from a nearby café. He began seeking her out, roaming the streets, asking friends about her, but no one had answers. It was as though she had vanished, dissolved from his world entirely.

Then, on a rainy afternoon, he finally saw her. She stood by a street-side café, wrapped in a red scarf he’d never seen, her face lit with laughter. She was radiant, almost unrecognizable in her ease. There was a man beside her, tall and dark-eyed, his hand resting on the small of her back as they shared a quiet moment, leaning close as if they were the only two people in the world.

Ben froze, his chest tightening as he took in the sight. This was Alex, but not the Alex he’d known. This woman looked like she belonged here, belonged to this life, to this man who held her gaze with a warmth Ben had never managed to give her. The weight of what he’d lost settled in his stomach, sharp and bitter.

The man whispered something, and Alex laughed, the sound spilling into the air like a song. She leaned her head against the man’s shoulder, eyes closing, a look of peace washing over her face. A peace that had never been there when she was with him.

For a moment, he wanted to run to her, to plead, to remind her of all they’d shared. But he knew it would be useless. She was no longer his to claim, no longer the woman waiting by the door, her heart open, hoping he’d choose her completely. She’d become someone he could barely recognize—strong, whole, and untethered from him.

***

Ben wandered the streets for hours, the rain soaking him through, blending with the tears he hadn’t realized he’d shed. He returned to his apartment that night, sitting alone in the dim light, staring at the empty spaces where traces of her had once lingered—a book she’d left, a blanket she’d wrapped herself in on cold nights, a forgotten photograph of them he’d tucked in a drawer.

He realized that all those things she’d left behind had been her way of asking him to stay, to fill the silence with something real. But he’d been too blind, too selfish, to see it. And now, all that remained was a hollow ache, a void he couldn’t fill.

He tried to reach out to her once, a brief message he’d typed and retyped a hundred times before finally sending it: I’m sorry. I miss you.

Days passed without a reply, the silence his only answer. He’d pushed her away, expecting her to stay, believing that love could wait on his terms. But he understood now—some things, once lost, could never be found again.

***

Weeks turned to months, and Ben settled into a new rhythm, one he’d never asked for but couldn’t escape. The emptiness followed him, a quiet reminder of all he’d taken for granted. Every so often, he’d see a flicker of red in a crowded street or hear a laugh that sounded just like hers, and for a moment, he’d forget, caught between memory and reality.

But each time he remembered her words, her parting message to him: If you push me away, I promise you, you won’t find me where you left me.

And he knew now that the last place he would ever find her… was where he’d left her.

The Quiet Between Us by Olivia Salter / Epistolary Story / Horror

The Quiet Between Us By Olivia Salter  Assembled from the diary of Nia Calloway, Whitmore Hall, Room 2B. Entry 1: August 3, 2024 – 10:17 ...